When we came to my new flat where I was supposed to spend the whole month… I again couldn´t believe my eyes. The whole flat was pink… I mean literally everything there was pink and it looked like an apartment for a Barbie girl. Except… I wasn´t a Barbie girl. But It didn´t matter to my mom and especially to Lilly. They were even more amused because of this fact and both of them thought that this was the best punishment for me. And I get it… I kind of get it because I really deserved a punishment. But this was a bit too much. I couldn´t imagine living in this pink room for the entire month.
“You gotta be kidding me!” I exhaled when we stepped into my new flat. Lilly was just giggling next to me and she said:
“Nope… I am not kidding! This is your new home for the entire month! I am sure you will get used to this bright pink colour. But to be honest… I would be getting used to this for some time as well… because… this is really pink! But it is so cute… especially when this is made for cute little sissy boys like you!”
“Hey… I am not a sissy boy!” I tried to protest. But Lilly again just laughed and she looked at me and said:
“Oh… you are telling me that you are no sissy boy? Oh, come on… look at yourself! You are wearing such a cute dress… you are even wearing feminine underwear and look at your face… so much makeup… I can see eyeshadows… mascara and look… such a cute red lipstick on your lips… wow… and you are still claiming that you are no sissy boy? Then… the only explanation would be that you are blind… but you are not… so yes… you are a sissy boy and you should admit it… or I am calling your mom! Now, ADMIT IT!” she almost yelled at me and I again had no choice but to obey her. She had such good leverage and I was totally helpless.
“Okay… okay… I am a sissy boy! I am a sissy boy!” I mumbled and my cheeks were blushing so much… That was just so much embarrassing.
“You see? That is a good sissy boy! And now… you should look into the wardrobe because there are plenty of clothes prepared for you! You know… you don´t have any of your clothes here with you but your mom took care of it. She brought you the best pieces and I am sure you will look absolutely lovely in that clothes!” Lilly laughed and she led me to the wardrobe which was full of clothes. I opened it and… yeah… you can imagine which clothes my mother picked up for me. Of course… there was no single piece of any normal male clothes but everything there was as much feminine as possible. I was just staring at the wardrobe and I was barely breathing. Lilly was giggling so much all the time and she asked me:
“Hey… What´s up? You are looking so scared… Have you seen a ghost or what? Or… have you seen feminine clothes? Oh… you are so embarrassed because of these beautiful and pretty feminine clothes, aren´t you?” she giggled. Of course, she knew that the feminine clothes were the reason why I was so much embarrassed but… she just enjoyed so much teasing me and making me even more embarrassed.
“But… I cannot wear this… just… look at these clothes! This is too much feminine… I don´t… I don´t want to wear so much feminine clothes! Please… Lilly… I was a good boy in the shop! I did whatever you told me to do and I obeyed you in everything! Just please… don´t make me wear all of these clothes! I don´t deserve something like this!” I begged her but at the same time, I was lying… I was lying because this was exactly what I deserved. I really needed this punishment because only this way… I will be a good person again. And Lilly knew it. She laughed again and told me:
“Oh… come on, my little adorable girl! You should be happy that you have so many new clothes! Just look at the panties! Look at them Such good silk panties… and even the colours… look… here you have red panties… pink panties… violet panties… all these truly feminine colours!” she was laughing and showing me my new underwear… I couldn´t believe that this was truly my new underwear and that I won´t be able to wear anything else.
“This is crazy, Lilly… this is just crazy,,,” I mumbled when she was showing me my new panties.
“No… it is so much beautiful of your mom to give you all these clothes! And you should be grateful for all these gifts! You know… many girls would be so much happy if they had a wardrobe like this… you know… gratitude is a very important thing and we should never forget to thank for all good things in our life… just for our lives because that is alone such a great gift!” Lilly told me and… yes… of course…. she was right but I just didn´t want to wear these clothes.
“I am grateful for my life… I just had no idea that I will have to wear all of these clothes in my life. But… I am a boy… and this is so much embarrassing for me!” I mumbled because the only thing I could do right now was self-pitying.
“I don´t know why are you so much disgruntled all the time! You have your own flat… you have new clothes and you are still complaining so much! You know what…we should stop staring at the wardrobe and you should prepare yourself for bedtime! And I am gonna help you!” Lilly giggled. But it was really the last thing I wanted from her. I didn´t want any of her help because it will end up with another cross-dressing.
“No… you know… you had a very busy and you should definitely rest… I am gonna handle this and… yeah… I will be fine! Good night!” I told her and thought that this silly speech would work. But it was very naive. Lilly just laughed and said:
“No… my sweet little sissy… you don´t get rid of me that easily. I have to prepare you for the bedtime because you have never done it in a feminine way and you have to learn it.” she answered.
“But Lilly… I don´t want to do this in a feminine way… please… can I do something like a boy? I don´t want another feminization lesson!” I begged her.
“But my dear sissy… I am not feminizing you… I don´t want you to become a girl… I just want you to try what it is like to be a girl and I did explain this to you already several times! And if you are gonna say something like this again… I think I will call your mom! Now… let´s start with the bedtime prep! First of all… take off your dress!” she giggled and then she was looking at me how I was trying to unzip the dress on my back. But the problem was that I couldn´t reach the zipper and I was trying and trying but… it was futile. Lilly was giggling so much. She enjoyed my futile effort to take off the dress.
“You silly boy, let me help you!” she laughed after a minute and she unzipped the dress on my back.
“Thank you…” I said and I finally took off the dress. It was a good feeling but at the same time… it was probably even more embarrassing for me because I was standing there just in the nylon tights, panties and bra. Lilly was again amused by my embarrassment so much and she was giggling all the time.
“Please… can I take off the bra as well?” I asked her.
“Not yet, my honey…. not yet. First of all, I am gonna remove the makeup from your face!” she said. and that was really good news for me because I will finally look again like a boy… well… I hoped so… Lilly took me to the bathroom and there… It got worse again. When we entered the bathroom…, there was a shelf full of makeup tools. There were so many of them and I even didn´t know how to apply them or how they were even called.
“What is this?” I cried out when we entered the bathroom.
“Your new makeup tools! Don´t worry! You are gonna learn how to use them and how to apply them on your face! You have the entire month for this and I am here to help you anytime!” Lilly giggled. This was really a nightmare for me… Then Lilly removed the makeup from my face and my face again looked a bit like mine… I wasn´t a Barbie girl anymore… But then Lilly told me:
“Ehm… I didn´t tell you that glued the wig to your hair so you won´t be able to take off the wig for several months… but it is okay… you can sleep in your wig!”
“What? You did what?” I yelled.
“Don´t make a scene! You look adorable with this blonde hair! And now… let´s go pick up a pretty nightie for you!” she answered.
Again… I had to obey her and put a pink silk nightie on my body… I had no choice but to obey her and I again looked like a girl without makeup wearing a nightie.
“Tomorrow, be ready at 6. a.m and I expect you to be dressed up with full makeup! If you won´t be in the hall prepared just like I said… You know the punishment!” she laughed and left the room. I was just staring at myself and couldn´t believe that my FEMINIZATION MONTH HAD JUST BEGUN…