TORRES

November baby

her love (stripped demo)

Her love is cold wind

Her love’s a moonless night

Her love is secret

Her love, what would I know of it?

It’s haunting to watch you sittin there gettin high on grift

I don’t know why you think you need that shit

Her love loves the sinner     &nbs...

<3

i wrote an earlier version of this song years ago but this has basically been rewritten and given a new melody. I hope y'all like and really hope you're all staying well as can be out there. Love you.

Mac

lyrics:

I read the last ten pages

Of your shitty book 

To...

An extra road

Opened the drawer by the bed 

This morning looking for my head

Found a lone marble rolling around instead  

Some historic version of me that I kept 

I’ve been hoping to tell you about my dreams 

They are all I can see today 

Walking a...

light of your love

Wordlessly, unheavily perfumed 

You spill your miracles 

Irreverently, confidently amused 

You kill your idols 

In the light of your love I can do anything 

In the light of your love I can do anything 

Majesty in the wind

In ...

December 28, 2024

my worry - demo

I am as greedy 

As anyone could be

I have been grieving 

Since the beginning 

I’m not even close to being ready to let you go 

And you cannot carry the worry that I know

So heavy 

My worry 

To carry 

Big Ruth (Tao of Who?) - demo

Big Ruth grew legs

Wrapped them around me

She says, “Don’t make me beg,

I want a baby”

Deep roots

Heavily perfumed

She kills your idols

Hard truths

Her fruits

Spilling her miracles

She takes a load off

Now she�...

I don't wonder (demo)

I don’t wonder if you’re dressed in black 

I don’t wonder if you made it back 

To Hawaii

I don’t wonder what I know 

I don’t wonder if your mouth’s still dirty 

I don’t wonder if you quit smokin by thirty 

Like you ...

Piscean Ghostess (demo)

I won’t be reaching out anymore 

You’ve gone mighty quiet for a troubadour 

I thought you were my friend

Among the best of them 

That psycho rattled you 

I know you had to move 

So I won’t pretend to know what you’ve been going ...

Who doesn't?

I'm not sure if/when I'll get to release this one officially, so for now I'm gonna give it to you guys. I love this song and it kinda contains my whole soul in it, but I have a difficult time interacting with it because it taps into my most overwhelming persistent fears. Recorded with my friend A...

What then?

Recorded by me at home

Mixed by TJ Allen in Bristol

Lyrics:

If you live every day ready for the world to end

Then you’re gonna make it happen

What if there’s no hot pink showdown coming?

What if the earth keeps on turning?

What th...

pre-supper joint (demo)

Turned a poem into a song, which i am known to do. love yall <3

Lyrics:

I wear my grief

Reluctantly 

You lock the door behind

So the January stays outside 

Feel for the key 

Cut just for me

The wind shivers

The...

Just another day

Did you see the wave

As it came up over you?

Thought it was just another day 

You had a question 

Were you moved by the spirit or your 

wandering nerve?

Everyone is sure you’re in a better place 

To pretend we know anyt...

The mansion my hunger outgrew 

I’ve been growing wings in secret at the bottom of the sea

Breathing underwater in a language that I do not speak

Playin the games of powers to whom I owe a debt 

Learnin the names of flowers that haven’t opened yet

 I could feed off the faith of the many&nbs...

rainbow machine

These dreams these dreams 

Are they the real me? 

Why does the yet-to-come

Feel like a memory?

You’re lookin at it whatever “it” is

But you’re too numb to see

In dreams I deal 

With my mortality 

Reluctantly but I&...

Monday's Mountain

Two-step your way to the top!

mid-march garden song

I turned 33 in January and I'm really floating in that feeling of being a slighly different person every single day.  A night of dreaming feels like a lifetime (or more) and when I wake up and begin again something is always different, just a little changed. 

I'll try t...

I haven’t been sharing a lot…

Or at all really over the last couple of months. I’m sorry for the time away! I am going to put a couple of recent music loosy goosys here later today. I love yall

In my ears

https://tidal.com/playlist/6492574d-4585-47ce-a2ca-4b3de7b55456

Jerk into joy

Early morning voice :)

December 21, 2023

Wake to flowers (acoustic)

Out in early January

flute came out

<3

the veil is thin today

i love you each 

keep those hips

swinging left 

swinging right

through the night! 

so as never to die

New TORRES album + Patreon US tour presale!

My new song, "Collect" is out now, with an accompanying video directed and edited by Dani Okon.

Preorder my album What an enormous room, to be released on ...