Hi faithful readers! Been a while since I sent a message and I wanted to share a few things.
First, I apologize for not posting more the past six weeks. Work has been very hard, and I've been struggling a bit with self-care.
Second, a beautiful soul in our community has been battling ...
2023-06-07 21:01:00 +0000 UTC View Post"Are you sure you know how to do this,” Jamie asked. His bear had definitely seen better days, but he was wary of Becky doing something to it that couldn’t be undone.
“I’ll be very careful. And you can pick out any fabric you like,” Becky assured Jamie. “I just want you to like ...
2023-06-06 12:48:34 +0000 UTC View PostEvery woman has been there: laying back with their feet in stirrups and their lady parts on display. Not at all one of the fun things about being a woman, and it helps to get through the moment if you try your darnedest to not picture yourself from the doctor’s POV. I was thinking about that as...
2023-06-03 00:53:15 +0000 UTC View Post“I am so mad at you,” Mary said to me. “Do you understand? Not disappointed. I am actually mad at you.”
I’m very wise, ya know, like I have wisdom and stuff? I was drawing upon that wisdom when I didn’t answer her question even though, yes, I did understand cuz she had me by my ...
2023-05-28 15:58:04 +0000 UTC View Post“I could’ve done this myself,” Gordy said to me for the millionth time from flat on his back on his changing table. “You don’t have to change me every time.”
Let’s see … What are some plausible reasons for why I change him when he can do it himself? It’s not because I’m ...
2023-05-23 02:31:08 +0000 UTC View Post“Thanks for agreeing to talk with me,” Jamie said as he sat in the chair opposite the couch, where Becky was seated. Becky was thrown by his formality, something he did a lot less of since his arrival, when he tended to want to talk like this, seated opposite each other as if in a business me...
2023-05-22 20:59:01 +0000 UTC View Post"I wish you’d give my mom a break,” Jamie said to Ella.
"I just said she ought to have figured a few things out better by now. That’s all. I didn’t mean anything by it.”
"I like the way she treats me.”
"Okay.”
"I … It’s not like you and Stacy. Mom wanted ...
2023-05-21 21:00:00 +0000 UTC View Post“It’s been two days, Jamie,” Becky reminded him. “It’s only going to get worse if we wait.”
“But I don’t want to,” Jamie reminded Becky. He’d been pretty clear on that.
“I don’t want to either. One more day, and I’m taking you to the doctor.” Jamie hated go...
2023-05-20 20:40:00 +0000 UTC View Post“I’m ready,” Ella said as she laid next to Jamie in his crib.
“Well, I’m gonna need another ten minutes,” he replied as he laid next to her naked.
“Not that, stupid.”
“Then what?”
“For my family. I’m ready to see them.”
“O. That’s ... wo...
2023-05-20 20:21:48 +0000 UTC View PostGetting my butt beat by Mary reminded me of something: I fucking love spanking! So much so that I’ve been giving Mary excuses (kinda insisting actually) to smack my butt on the regular. It’s hard to come up with fresh ways of misbehaving, but I’m nothing if not creative. Not a problem for m...
2023-05-13 17:30:50 +0000 UTC View PostJamie was doing what he always did when he was uneasy: clinging to Amanda. She was trying to be sympathetic, but it was just too hot to be holding a little.
“Jamie …”
“What do you think she’s talking about today,” he interrupted her.
“I don’t know, buddy.” When...
2023-05-11 13:00:02 +0000 UTC View Post“Well,” Jamie said as he stood in the living room and looked around, “it’s bigger than my last apartment.”
“Ha! I’m sure,” Amanda replied. “Do you like it?”
“I like it enough. You saw this one already?”
“Yeah.”
“Did you check it out?”
...
2023-05-08 13:00:05 +0000 UTC View PostJamie nodded at Ella, who nodded back. Being littles gave them license to do things they otherwise never would, and Ella’s unique circumstances meant she never really got in trouble, while Becky and Amanda were so gentle they never got very upset with Jamie. When it came to bigs Jamie thought w...
2023-05-06 12:59:01 +0000 UTC View Post“You can call me Mary.”
“I know,” Ella said as she paced in Mary’s office looking at the diplomas on the wall and the human psychology journals and books on the shelves. “Jamie told me about you,” she added flatly.
“What did Jamie say?”
“That we’ll talk, an...
2023-05-05 00:30:56 +0000 UTC View Post“How can he be comfortable like that,” Becky asked as she sat down on the couch next to Amanda. Jamie was in the playpen asleep with his knees under him, his butt in the air, his teddy bear under his chin.
Amanda shrugged. “I tried straightening him out and he just kinda snapped back ...
2023-05-01 13:01:00 +0000 UTC View PostI’m just a mess lately. I admit this. A messy mess. An overheated hot mess. I mean, I’m fine like I always am cuz I keep myself busy being a paragon and stuff, but also like, holy shit.
And for what reason am I this fine? I don’t even know, but I’m fine in a way that’s not and sur...
2023-04-30 14:20:05 +0000 UTC View PostI would’ve noticed Mary’s surprised I-can’t-believe-she-just-said-that face, but I was too busy thinking to myself, holy fudge muffins, Daphne, I can’t believe I just said that! Cuz I still can’t believe I said that. True story.
Mary got visibly anxious with the clenching...
2023-04-26 12:36:49 +0000 UTC View Post“Okay,” Mary said in her I’m-fed-up-with-this-frosty-silence voice when we were getting ready for bed after we got home, “what did I miss? You were doing okay, and then you got the look.”
“What look,” I didn’t say in the most passive aggressive you-mean-this-look-and-this-ma...
2023-04-24 13:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostI had to basically fight off Mary. That’s always fun when it’s cuz she’s thirsty, but this was more along the lines of, “We never go to dinner parties. Lemme dress you up.” She was giving off serious mom vibes, specifically the vibes my mom who would always insist that for any remotely ...
2023-04-22 13:00:08 +0000 UTC View Post“Daffy,” someone sang to me. “Daaaaaaffffy. I think you’ve slept in long enough.”
O friggin fine. I rolled over and greeted her with, “Urrrrrrrrrrrrf!”
“How are you still sleepy? You’ve been asleep for ten hours.”
“No circadian rhythm shaming.” I’m not ...
2023-04-19 13:00:05 +0000 UTC View Post“So how’s the job hunt going,” Amanda asked Mel.
“Well, I’m at your house in the middle of the day. You do the math.”
“You’ll find something.”
“Don’t get too impatient,” Jamie chimed in. “Unless you go into teaching you’re not gonna get another summer...
2023-04-17 23:54:18 +0000 UTC View PostOw. Ow. Ow! This is so unnecessary. I didn’t – ow! – even do – dammit! – anything remotely worthy – OW! – of a spanking.
“Are you learning your lesson,” Mary asked me.
“Y – ow! – es! Yes!”
“Sound a little bratty to me still.” Spankspankspan...
2023-04-13 13:24:53 +0000 UTC View Post“How does that one feel?”
“The same.” Jamie was doing his best to keep his voice even and his eyes from rolling.
“Okay,” Becky said as she picked him up and put him on the next one. She gave him an expectant look.
“Same.”
“Hmm,” Becky said as she tapped...
2023-04-11 00:06:45 +0000 UTC View Post“Go to your Nana’s.” This was the directive ringing in my ears, a tinnitus suspiciously resonant with the lingering vibration in my butt. Yep, ladies and boys (mostly boys, buncha pervs), Mary is definitively back at work. I can tell cuz she’s been saying stuff like, “Daffy, can you not...
2023-04-04 21:08:26 +0000 UTC View Post“It’s not like she’s gonna hurt him,” Becky was telling Amanda.
“That’s not what I’m worried about,” Amanda responded. They were out of options. It had to be done. “Let’s go tell him.”
They walked to the living room, where Jamie didn’t hear them coming. He alwa...
2023-04-02 14:33:34 +0000 UTC View PostHeaven forfend someone complains or something that a cute redhead can’t just watch her show without some big, tall bully walking into the room like she owns the place even though both their names are on the deed and just order me to stand up. And gawd forbid anyone point out the cute redhead pu...
2023-03-30 13:00:03 +0000 UTC View PostAs told to me, cuz I don’t remember any of it except the last bit …
“Mary … Mary, wake up.”
“Wuh.”
So already, tables turned. ‘Wuh’ is kind of a Daffy response to being woken up.
“Mary. C’mon, wake up.”
“What time is it,” she claims to hav...
2023-03-28 22:03:03 +0000 UTC View PostGordy took me to a pizza place. We live in a college town, right? They’re ubiquitous and fall into three categories: good if you’re kinda drunk, family-friendly, and expensive. I have this one friend - okay, acquaintance - who makes no secret that she’s going to school to pursue Mrs. and wo...
2023-03-24 22:32:15 +0000 UTC View Post“Are they just gonna sit there all day,” Amanda asked as she looked out through the breezeway at Jamie and Ella. They were in the sandbox, sitting on it like a beach, just laying in the sun with each other. “It’s sad.”
“Well, they are sad,” Mel said in response.
“So ho...
2023-03-20 23:15:42 +0000 UTC View PostStacy decided to let the lawyer explain it all to Ella. She tried to rehearse what she would say, but she had a hard enough time grasping it herself. She decided to go to the attorney’s office and let him do it. Ella listened.
“So you’re saying,” Ella asked, “that what I want may ...
2023-03-19 12:59:01 +0000 UTC View Post