I have only listened to a few repeat files way back at the beginning of my journey when my attention span was poor. More recently i have been practicing with Empty Repeat as my mind is quieter now and i'm pleasantly pleased that i can repeat without thoughts creeping in.
I remember vaguely listening to Slut Repeat way back as well but i really didn't fully understand the concept or purpose of these files that well and with Slut Repeat i remember i was a little uncomfortable having to repeat...i am a slut because i never have been slutty, however I'm very fond of Secretly Slutty that's on my background file list each and every day...so listening to Slut Repeat again was very different from the first time although it's not a secret....but i was secretly pleased how that went...oh i so love it when my mind is quiet in trance it's a really nice feeling.
Well Sir, today this file is the icing on the cake for me. The description said it all, something i aspire to be... obedient without thoughts and i felt a little pleased with myself and elated that my mind was calm and focused on your voice and following and repeating your words without thoughts. Very, very content with that, in fact i would almost say i am a happy bunny...in my world it simply means very happy, but something tells me from comments banded about on YouTube in particular that i read that bunny has a different meaning in your world, and i haven't looked it up, haven't quite got my head around the vanilla thing yet which i am really trying to erase from my memory because i really need to listen to Guided Edging and focus and learn from the file without thinking about ice cream...it doesn't help that an ice cream van stops outside my house every day. It's daft but it makes me smile. I apologize for going off track.
All in all things are going well this week....loved being focused more, love being in trance and loved this perfect file....and the obedient feeling it left me with very welcome and appreciated....Thank you Sir. ♥️
2020-08-06 01:48:12 +0000 UTC
This is mad , played it again after doing it in the scripts in a play list . . it's potty how deep I went with the script , and fell in seconds with the file . fantastic