I have way too much rubbish stored in my mind that i push to the back but there are times and there have been many that i search my soul over and over again that it was the only option yet i feel so guilty for doing it. Last week i had to have my rescue dog put to sleep, He came to me frightened cowering petrified of humans, suffered horrendous abuse, that left him with mental scars and disabilities. I could see the hurt in his eyes, i had to earn his trust bit by bit and we got there and heartwarming to see the trust and affection he felt towards me. But he was old and his battered legs failed him and of course the kindest thing to was to give him a peaceful end. It brought back memories of Ziggy and his aggressive cancer where still to this day i search my soul wondering if i could have done more...so here i am wanting my soul scrubbed to help me let go of the feelings of guilt i have for doing the right thing.
I have witnessed first hand the worst in human nature/behaviour and the damage it can do...but also the best, and you are right up there as the best. I loved the feeling of peace as you blew away the anxiety i loved this file and will listen more as there is a lot of debris in there that needs scrubbing, listening to you today helped me reconcile a few things in my mind and it feels a little lighter, so as usual Thank you so much Sir. You do so much good for so many and ask nothing in return it is so very humbling, but very much appreciated. ♥️
