That's another discovery I'm finding out about...it seems I'm taking an around the world trip, destination unknown, i didn't pick one. I'm too indecisive for that..i will just have to be surprised or have it chosen for me. I have no preference. See what i mean. :) ❤️
2020-08-29 12:29:06 +0000 UTC
*smiles* The journey is even more fun than the destination.
2020-08-29 11:02:29 +0000 UTC
I really should listen to this more and I've come back to this for a reason. You know Sir, Everything i thought about or felt about arousal at the beginning of my journey has been so wrong and when i read my earlier comment...well i thought a tingle was intense and thinking back and because as i never was particularly interested and i have those other reasons I've mentioned in private which i have little control over, i promise i will get to the point shortly...but thinking about my references to clutching my pillow that's more to do with tension, and the fidgeting... well i didn't really understand what i was experiencing as it was so new to me and for a long time i would get very tense with erotic files and often clutched my sheets and pillows , it took me a long time to relax , i still have my moments when I've felt a little overwhelmed.
Oh, i have had many lessons in what arousal is since then i have lost the tension with a lot of help from you and the fidgeting is for quite different reasons and it's so very different and still learning as i go along... Finally i get to the point , well, you know when you mention in files about getting damp, or wet down there, well...i never have done much, even though i feel that 💓 a lot more now and i was curious, given the title to see if it would be any different now, especially as my mind is really quiet and more composed now, and yes it was, i wouldn't exactly say it's how you describe it... maybe I'm not naughty enough still *smiles* but getting there. At the beginning i saw myself purely as an observer and never expected anything else or things to change.
I'm very pleased i embarked on my journey it's turning into quite an adventure, you have shown me so much over time but I'm not one of life's explorers but I'm doing my best to overcome that. The leap or faith i have to take is nothing to do with my trust in you more to do with faith in myself. But I'm not quite the same person i was when i started out and i have you to thank for that and i am truly grateful. You have helped me in so many ways and not just with the erotic stuff and I'm very grateful for that too.
As for this file I'm more than comfortable with it now, i didn't feel tension just erotic pleasure. I wish i had listened to it more than once before, but i will from now on and as you have said many times there is always something more to learn...and the intended effect was much more evident. I haven't been to learn how to think more slutty I think. ;)
As always thank you for all that you have done for me nothing short of a miracle. ❤️
2020-08-29 10:45:35 +0000 UTC
It's fun though. To feel yourself submit to your desires.
2018-07-28 14:36:09 +0000 UTC
Definitely compared my experience to the description in this one. Another wry smile, as I was at the time clutching my pillow otherwise I might have been climbing up the wall. That's an intense sensation to get used to, but it may never happen again she says with a smile. I had to listen to check it out.If I have any strength left I am going to listen to edging trap again tonight before I comment on that one. One wild rollercoaster ride,I think , well it is for me Sir.
