Hypnosis - Dealing With Loss

You're very welcome.

As you mention loss can take many forms... I had a call last week from my psych nurse support worker just to see how i was doing to which i replied not good. I told her why but it was hard trying to fight back tears at the same time. She told me what i was feeling now and have felt in the past were not dissimilar to a form of grief... she knew of my struggles with my sight loss, crying every day for around eighteen months and it still affects me today and she knows of my personal struggles and obviously with depression. I told her that I have uncertain times, ahead with regards to my health and she said the reaction of anger, to question why me? despair, tearful, to worry, to feel scared is a natural response when these things happen. I woke up in tears this morning, and i was trying to hide it from the lovely lady staying we me who put her head around the door reminding me that she was taking me for my covid vaccination this afternoon being in the vulnerable group. I'm tearful and at a loss because i have to go to hospital next week for some horrible investigations to test for a form of cancer, not only am i scared, I have a hospital phobia and because of covid restrictions i have to go alone, and i normally have someone with me to help read the signs and stop me tripping over things, and getting lost (I've had some nasty accidents ) and for moral support, at times i feel helpless and right now, today quite vulnerable. I try very hard not to let my mounting health issues get to me, but this time i have, so yes today i feel loss for something i have little control over, and in a week's time I'm going to feel very alone in the same hospital that i have horrendous memories of the doctor who dismissed my concerns all those years ago when i walk through those doors i feel physically sick and last time i was there my blood pressure was so high, they would not let me go home. So i do feel loss and at a loss, and this is me outside of hypnosis. I've even downgraded and lowered my goals and expectations with erotic hypnosis. If you read my email of yesterday, you will know about something i experienced made me happy, elated and i was excited to share with you...and pleased and i felt somewhat better about myself...but it was short lived but no matter if you didn't... I have one more thing I would like to acheive then i will consider my journey has come full circle...I'm not in the habit of feeling sorry for myself... everything i think or feel is based on fact or maybe it's just fate...and today I'm just very emotional and not coping too well with these rollercoaster of emotions...While listening to this i can appreciate it's intentions even if it the tears got the better of me again...but thank you. ❤️

Gladly done.

Listened to this twice. Thanks!!

Marsa

Thank you, su.

*warm smile* Thank you.

Thank you, Jacky.

11 years ago today Something happened that shattered the person i was into a million pieces , the person i built from the ashes of my childhood was gone ... And I had to claw my way back day by day, second by second - One by one those i loved were damaged or taken from me - and i fought on - someone held out their hand and i slapped it away - but he held it there until finally i took it and he drew me into the safety of his embrace - there i felt loved, protected, understood and mostly, no longer alone - healing finally began to seep through the shell i had made to protect myself now that i had found the other part of my soul and i knew happiness again But he fought demons too and in the end "to protect me" he chose to release me and battle them alone - my heart shattered into a thousand pieces - i was .. And still am .. A ship without anchor lost in a stormy sea ... Thank you for shining a light into that darkness sweet kind Nimja and for sharing your echoes of pain with us all so we know we are no longer alone - many hugs are sent on the wind to find you

Thank you for this, Sir. I needed this today, and I am certain many others will find much-needed comfort in your words. Also, hugs to you as well, if you could use some.

Perfect Sir . big hug x

sue ;)