Permission ⚠️ (See Details)
Added 2020-02-20 02:00:01 +0000 UTC
Sometimes we won't take for ourselves the things we need...
... until someone gives us permission .

This audio is a safe space. But it does deal with emotional themes.
If you are not in the mindset for such an experience, click off and come back another day.
❤️
♣ Music: "Aurora" by Jonny Easton
If I'm honest this is my favorite audio not because I love listening to it because it is a gift you have given and I appreciate it so much. I know it is here when I need it.
KizzyAnel
2023-10-19 06:59:49 +0000 UTC
Sweet Gael, you have been getting me through such a lonely, dark time lately. You are incredibly special to me. Thank you for being here for all of us. We so appreciate you. ❤️🤗
2022-01-11 03:55:03 +0000 UTC
Thank you.
2021-07-29 02:18:54 +0000 UTC
I am new here and have listened to this a few times already. I have so much I need to let go of, it's one step at a time and this is helping. Blessings to you.
Kathryn J.
2021-04-01 09:06:52 +0000 UTC
I really listen to this like hundreds of times. You’re an Angel. ❤️
Ning
2021-03-23 12:07:01 +0000 UTC
I felt so safe... I cried. Thank you so much for your caring soul, Gael. I needed this. I didn't know I needed it.
JoAnna
2020-11-03 06:31:32 +0000 UTC
Thank you. This was something I didnt know I needed and I didn't know I could be so moved. I was sobbing from the start but feel so much better for listening. Thank you so much
2020-09-03 21:40:37 +0000 UTC
I found this post on YouTube and I was crying within 30 seconds and joined your patreon immediately after. I can’t tell you what this meant to me. Thanks for everything that you put out there to remind us how we deserve to be treated. Xx
Lydia A.
2020-05-10 18:56:17 +0000 UTC
Thank you.
2020-04-08 00:55:14 +0000 UTC
I actually listened to this audio when it was released and I just couldn't form the words write a comment. In the quiet of everything that's happening...I can now. I found your YT channel right when I shaved my head and decided to face my alopecia. Hair...it really wasn't a big deal until I no longer had it. Some days I wake and forget that I'm bald and it's the most terrifying few minutes. Other times I feel like an alien. Friends, family (most of them) and strangers are mostly kind and quote song lyrics to encourage me but, in the silence...the doubts and thoughts of unattractiveness come. I have my days when I feel "pretty" but those are few. Mostly, I just want to hide because I refuse to wear a wig or a hat to cover my baldness and so, I spend a great deal of time at home. I've never been more grateful that my business is completely online. All of that said, this audio...is so meaningful to me because it set me on a truth path of acceptance. It inspired me (as all your audios do) to find my own definition of beauty from the inside out. It's was a little easier to look in the mirror after this and that's a huge step. So, thank you so much for helping get that much closer to truly loving myself...hair or not.
2020-04-03 02:58:22 +0000 UTC
I don’t really have the words for what I just experienced, other than it’s something that I truly have been needing in a long time and now I feel more emotionally stable towards my situation and all the emotions that come up for me in and. I feel very calm and peaceful now. Thank you I’ve been needing to have someone give me permission to feel any emotion since I’ve told myself I can’t feel. So truly thank you for this I will forever be grateful for this audio and for you G! 💕
2020-03-25 05:01:58 +0000 UTC
Okay I think I’m finally ready to listen to this one.
2020-03-25 04:40:37 +0000 UTC
So, this one knocked a hole in me the first time and I didn't like it, but last night it finally got me to stop crying and go for a walk in the night rain like I used to do. Feeling so much better today and ready to try to help others. Thanks, G. Done with so much care, so perfectly judged.😘
2020-03-19 14:40:27 +0000 UTC
I know I need it today... and listening to this, makes me feel like... I can have emotion, and admit that... I am not strong as I pretend all the time
Thank you, Gael
Ning
2020-03-09 12:29:01 +0000 UTC
Did notttt know I needed this. Cuddled in bed with my childhood teddy, tears in my eyes then fell asleep. Woke up like half hour later to turn off the lights and go back to sleep for the night 😅
Thank you Gael 💕
2020-03-05 03:45:32 +0000 UTC
I didn't expect this to hit me like that... I mean I actually started crying at some point and had to pause between 9:30 and 10 minutes somewhere because I couldn't control the crying anymore 🤷 I mean I never know when someone might come into my room and I absolutely hate crying in front of people no matter who they are 😣 so I need awareness of my room and at least some sort of control over my emotions I guess 😅
What I realized through this was that apparently I'm waiting for/wanting forgiveness - I just don't know what for. But it hit me like a ton of bricks when you said I have permission to forgive myself?
I don't know I'm confused now but I'll figure it out eventually 😅
I have so much more on my mind but I can't get my thoughts in order so I'll just leave it at that; thank you G 💓
2020-02-29 13:17:26 +0000 UTC
I didn't know how much I was holding in .... Thanks you so much for this ❤️
2020-02-28 19:23:54 +0000 UTC
I didn't know how much I needed this until I listened. For years I've just been bottling up all my emotions (something I have been facing recently) and I can't begin to explain how much I needed to be told it's ok to feel. To be told that I'm allowed to let go of these feelings that have been holding me back and hurting me. Thank you Gael. Don't ever forget that you have us in your corner also.💙
2020-02-28 07:24:02 +0000 UTC
Thank you 🥰😘
Fee 00
2020-02-27 22:09:55 +0000 UTC
I can't express adequately in verbiage what this audio means. All I can say is, "Thank you; you are a treasure."
2020-02-26 07:10:56 +0000 UTC
This couldn't have been shared at a better time. I had an incredibly long weekend of 12 hour shifts in a hospital while we were understaffed and having no sleep for 3 days back to back. It was stressful and overwhelming and my anxiety and depression has been at its worst these last couple of months. Today, I didnt realize I needed a safe space to just cry out all the emotions that have been piling up on me. It might not mean much among the many comments but this has really saved me. Thank you so much for this and for all that you do. Also to those out there in the comments, y'all are great and I'm glad to see this has profoundly helped so many of you amazing and lovely folks. ❤
2020-02-25 18:02:42 +0000 UTC
Permission is a word I know very well. I tote a 5 year old boy around who possesses the energy to power Las Vegas for a week so it’s a word that gets used A LOT in my house. Especially towards myself. My life is non stop 24/7 work, school, my sons school, keeping him fed and a roof over our heads, making sure he never feels neglected or knows the struggle that is our life. Keeping a poker face through all that is exhausting. Once a week I give myself permission to let it out when he goes to his dads. The drive home in my car is more like a swim home cause I’m usually driving through tears. But when I park the car, I take a deep breath and do it all again. My family says I’m still so young (33) and should try to work a social life in somewhere. But how can I go out and drink when I’ve got a paper due? Where’s the rime to swipe right when my son gets out of school in 20 minutes even though I just dropped him off there 5 minutes ago... didn’t I? 🤦🏻♀️ the point I’m making here is I never give myself permission to relax except during brief moments when I pop my earbuds in and listen to you. This audio actually had me in tears. Not the desperate, “Why God? Why?!” Tears from my weekly swim. But ones from moved emotion. I was truly moved. Thank you so much for calling us out on punishing ourselves, (yet another daily routine). Sometimes it’s easier to punish ourselves for everything we missed instead of rewarding ourselves for what we do. I’m going to try and get better at that. Thank you G, you speak to my soul 🖤
KimS
2020-02-23 19:19:34 +0000 UTC
I did not know I needed this. I honestly just thought I'd just give it a listen through, but I cried my eyes out as I realized I had been blaming myself for others actions for over a decade. I cried, I clutched my pillow, and I yelled "FUCK OFF!" at the end, to all my invisible foes. How? How did you draw that out of me??
2020-02-23 19:19:07 +0000 UTC
Thank you.
2020-02-23 10:03:14 +0000 UTC
Thank you so so much for this audio. I honestly didn’t realize that it was exactly what I needed. I’ve been repeating a lot of the same words to myself all day, but it’s a different experience entirely to hear someone else say them. I had so many emotions I didn’t realize I was hanging onto. I actually listened to it twice (the first time I cried, the second time I fully released my anger) and I’m thinking about listening to it for a third time, just to truly allow myself to feel at peace. This is honestly such a beautiful audio. So grateful to have listened ❤️
2020-02-23 05:07:25 +0000 UTC
I cried 🥺 I wasn't expecting to! Gael's audio (which was intentionally meant to be a safe space) made me slip into a good head space as I was resting in bed waiting to fall asleep. It felt like being embraced, held, loved and protected. I enjoyed his direct words, which describe my head space during the day. It felt good to let go and be seen. Thank you Gael! ❤️❤️❤️
2020-02-21 21:24:32 +0000 UTC
Thank you, G, from the bottom of my heart. <3
Prue
2020-02-21 10:25:21 +0000 UTC
Not what I expected but exactly what I needed ♥️ Thank you G 🍀 As always you blow me away with your talent for making audios that hits just the right spot... I’m glad I found you my leprechaun 💚
2020-02-21 09:33:06 +0000 UTC
My God, I felt like chains came off of my body for the first time in a long time. I never allow myself to be peaceful. I know that it's just a voice in an audio, but my, the effects it has. I am going to make these words part of my daily thoughts, instead of the dark ones that sometimes take hold and make me feel like I am in a straitjacket, suffocating my emotions. Thank you for kicking this door open, I needed to make my emotions breathe. I'm sure I'll listen to this again, until these words have become my own thoughts. I listened to this before bed yesterday, as it's my habit, but feel asleep in the middle of it...so glad I listened again today, so I could fully take in one of your best content ever! Thank you! ❤
2020-02-21 08:07:01 +0000 UTC
I didnt know i needed this. Thank you ❤
2020-02-21 07:01:12 +0000 UTC
I had a spinal fusion a couple years ago and I definitely relate. Didn’t take away 100% of the pain and the doctor pinched a nerve. As a bonus, I never went through physical therapy, so my back is really weak.
NOIR
2020-02-21 06:28:04 +0000 UTC
Very much my thinking as well. I am so bad at following my own instructions, but I find it near impossible to disobey an order (I blame growing up with a Navy dad). The last few days have been really difficult in terms of trying not to harm, but I feel like it'll be less so, having heard those words, because it's the first time someone hasn't just told me off or used empty platitudes and actually sounded like they cared
Min Ah
2020-02-21 06:01:14 +0000 UTC
I did read all the way through and I didn't think u were dissing the audio at all. You're in a safe place and your feelings are valid and I just want u to know that your voice is heard.
Jen Ohh
2020-02-21 04:49:39 +0000 UTC
Thank you doesn't seem like it's enough....Bless you and love always...♥♥♥
Diana L Hendricks
2020-02-21 00:03:01 +0000 UTC
Thank you Gael for this audio. Going through a difficult time right now. Struggle with depression and anxiety since I was a little kid. Back then until now everything was blamed on me. I got hit from my biological father, my stepfather, class mates, everyone in my life hurt me in every way possible. Until I felt nothing. I thought that I am in a place where self love is forbidden, where I have to be hurt cause it is all my fault. My mind tortured me cause I it my fault and I got jealous of my dead sister and that with 7 until I brought my little son to this world. A world where I was not allowed to love someone else. A world where a lot of people wanted to see my suffer and leave this world forever. Where everyone said to me I should hate those people I forgive them and always smiled like nothing happened. An now I am here learning to accept my self and love me for who I am. To know that someone even one person who doesn't know me say that I have to be alive that he doesn't want that I leave and disappear in the nothingness and emotionless monster that I became. Thank you Gael you are my savior right now. And I will allways cherish you and your work. You doing a great job for a lot of people especially with this audio. This is my first audio I downloaded. You allways help other people. You are the greatest guy on earth.
2020-02-20 22:41:29 +0000 UTC
Wow, this was unexpected, but it was so beautiful. it touched me very much. Thank you for giving me permission. 🤗🤗🤗
2020-02-20 21:46:27 +0000 UTC
I've been struggling with deep depression for 6 or 7 months and I still have difficult times. I've been going through so much pain and anxiety, I've been crying and pushing myself down.This audio felt like part of me, something really special and peaceful.While I was listening, I cried. I cried as much as I wanted, because u give me the permission to cry. You are the best thing in my life Gael, I'm so thankful and proud that you make this for us, that you truly care about us. You are the brightest star in our lives. Love you endlessly❤️❤️🙏💕
2020-02-20 19:03:08 +0000 UTC
I said this on YT. But you’re an Angel G! 😇You make us feel safe. Hearing you say your not allowed to harm yourself hit me. The words you’re not alone, it’s okay to cry, I’m here for you, I’m in your corner was comforting. I’ve always felt i was alone but you made me feel like i had someone. You know what we need when we don’t think we do. Going to be listening to this a lot. Some of us Lovelies even bonded over this audio. Love you bunches! 💞
2020-02-20 18:19:54 +0000 UTC
Beautiful... just beautiful ❤
2020-02-20 17:03:20 +0000 UTC
Woke up in the middle of the night and finally gave this a listen. Wow. This affected me more than I thought it would. Thank you, Gael! 😌💜 You are truly, truly, truly an amazing human being. Thank you for being the way that you are. ❤️
2020-02-20 16:01:49 +0000 UTC
Thank you so much.... I’ve been through some heavy/traumatic shit that I just soldiered through over the years ... and I have a hard time crying these days bc....I think if I start ... the flood gates will open and I’ll have to feel things that would be easier to shove down. So a few times a year, things build up and I’ll have to schedule a time to try and make myself cry to release... This was way more helpful than watching a sad movie and really helped me process things. Seriously....thank you SO much. You’re an angel. 💗🙏🏻
2020-02-20 14:48:08 +0000 UTC
That reiteration of never got me. A Lovely is never alone.
2020-02-20 14:11:40 +0000 UTC
I also wanted to add that this audio is like made for the trauma releasing exercises that I've been doing for the past months. ❤ I like to have something comforting to listen to while doing them because it can get a little bit intense and scary sometimes when old emotions rise to the surface. So thank you again. This will be immensely helpful! ❤
2020-02-20 14:05:19 +0000 UTC
I had the most surprisingly cathartic cry to this audio last night....I didn't realize how much I really needed that!
Thanks for all the ways you help me to release, G....you are truly amazing ❤❤❤
Ingrid D
2020-02-20 13:44:55 +0000 UTC
I needed this so badly. Thank you. *hugs & kisses* Your a wonderful person Gael never forget it.
Scarlet Kitten
2020-02-20 10:11:08 +0000 UTC
Patreon won't let me post a long comment here on Spice even when I try pre-typing it on another platform. But it's at least visible on Sugar. So I'm just going to say thank you here. Truly. I wish I could find more profound words to describe what I'm feeling right now but at the core of it all, it's just immense gratitude and love. Bless you Gael! 🧡
2020-02-20 09:13:11 +0000 UTC
I feel the same way about assuming the audio content! Lesson learned: expect to get surprised more often than not hehe. Sending you big hugs Vally. Right there with you. 🙏🏻🧡🧡🧡
2020-02-20 09:09:48 +0000 UTC
Delph, this is amazing. Do you mind if I save this list for myself? What a great idea and I'm so proud of you! 🧡🧡🧡
2020-02-20 09:07:45 +0000 UTC
This audio is a gift.
I didn't realise how much I needed to hear this message. I have had a rough few years with chronic pain. I took the step of having spinal fusion surgery 5 months ago, hoping that would be the answer for me. I have been bitterly disappointed that it hasn't been the magic bullet I had hoped. Chronic pain steals your sense of self, and everyone around me has had to pay a price. You lose a little piece of yourself each day, but this beautiful work of art brings me some peace and reminds me to take care of me.
Thank you G - you don't know how grateful I am ♥️♥️
2020-02-20 09:05:56 +0000 UTC
This audio is very therapeutic. Thank you so much for creating such content!!!
I've been working a lot on self-worth with my therapist. One day last year, he gave me a list of rights I wish to share here :
"I have the right to:
- consider myself as fundamentally important
- be myself
- succeed on my own terms
- be respected and to demand respect
- ask for things for myself
- give myself good things
- express my feelings, my emotions
- change my mind
- make mistakes, to not know, to fail
- displease
- refuse, to say no
- not take charge of others
- end a relationship that isn't right for me
- not systematically take others' opinions into account
- ask, to insist, to demand
- not justify myself
- take time for myself
- give signs of affection, of generosity
- accept signs of affection, of generosity
- ask for help
- talk about myself and my abilities in a positive way
- evolve, to develop my talents and resources
- identify myself as the unique person I am"
Feel free to add your own :)
Delphine (half French half mad)
2020-02-20 08:51:04 +0000 UTC
I’m a bit ashamed of my other comment thinking this would be kinda hot and sexy audio or something . In future I’ll be more careful!
“First listen then comment!”
Beside that I really don’t know what to say than being thankful for your BEAUTIFUL WORDS & ENCOURAGEMENT !!
I cried a lot while listening. I cried and cried and cried and cried and I’m crying while typing these words.....I needed this cry for along time now and it’s finally happening....
2020-02-20 08:46:36 +0000 UTC
Been wanting something like this for a while. I appreciate this immensly. So well made and in my eyes your voice is perfect for this, and just relaxing in general as well.
2020-02-20 08:24:02 +0000 UTC
“I do not give you the permission to hurt yourself.”
Never thought this sentence would have such a profound influence on me.
"Thank you" is just two simple words, G, but I do hope you get the sentiment!
2020-02-20 08:22:33 +0000 UTC
I listened to this twice. I had a bit of a restless night but after listening a second time I fell asleep for a couple of extra hours. Thank you for addressing self-harm. I haven’t done it in a while but in times of stress the triggers can be very present. It really means a lot. 💕
2020-02-20 07:16:07 +0000 UTC
Thank you for doing this. I realised how much pain I hid inside me and when you said you can cry, I did. It is always good to know that there is someone out there who wants you, needs you and prays to be with you.
Angel
2020-02-20 06:28:06 +0000 UTC
Sure enough, definitely had plenty of sobbing. I can't thank you enough for this. I don't know if it was requested or if you just somehow knew we needed it, but I know I sure as hell did. There was so much in there that literally sounded like it was from someone who knew exactly what's been going on in my life lately (some of which, I'm not so proud of), and while I know listening once isn't a quick fix, I will definitely be saving this one for the next time I'm tempted to 'do a bad thing' as I tend to call it. Who knows? Maybe with the help of this, I can start feeling like a normal human being again.
Min Ah
2020-02-20 06:20:15 +0000 UTC
Thank you so much, I guess I needed a good cry, a good cleansing cry.
2020-02-20 06:12:38 +0000 UTC
I wasn’t expecting the emotional purge but I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t needed. The fact that I was interrupted 3 times listening to this audio with late night work emails and two unhappy toddlers just solidifies the fact that I have too many spinning plates moving at once and I need to slow them down.
Umm but also I feel like a complete dick for thinking this was going to be some crazy kinky audio. 😦
2020-02-20 06:11:05 +0000 UTC
Thank you, Gaelie. I’ll be putting this in my pocket and saving it for a shitty day 😘
2020-02-20 06:08:07 +0000 UTC
Thank you.
Quiet Loyalty
2020-02-20 06:05:19 +0000 UTC
Thank you GaelBear ✨💖💖 you are the bestest☘️
2020-02-20 05:58:49 +0000 UTC
Judging by the comments, time to prepare for a lot of tears. Been dealing with severe, severe depression (actually attending a support group tomorrow) for the last couple months, and your audios have been one of the few things that have kept me going (no exaggeration there, sadly. There've been several nights recently when I've wound up sitting listening to one of the comforting audios and crying like crazy, just to keep my mind off things). Not meaning this negatively though. I'm glad for something to help me get it out rather than dwelling and bottling it all up.
Min Ah
2020-02-20 05:55:58 +0000 UTC
You have no idea how much i cried listening to this 😭 thank you so much, i love you
2020-02-20 05:54:19 +0000 UTC
Out here thinking I was about to listen to bdsm, then suddenly I’m sobbing into my pillow dealing with my emotions lol I needed this though so definitely not complaining;)
2020-02-20 05:19:57 +0000 UTC
You, good sir, are a lovely human being. This was so therapeutic; thank you for making it. ❤
2020-02-20 04:48:48 +0000 UTC
Interesting points here! Here’s ONE possible way of looking at it - have you ever seen Goodwill Hunting, where Robin Williams tells Matt Damon “It’s not your fault” (for being responsible for his dad beating him when he was a kid) over and over again? On the surface, it seems self-evident - of course it’s not my fault, of course I didn’t deserve it, of course I totally feel that way - because that’s what’s expected of you when you’re a tough guy who’s not going to burden others with his bullshit. But for it to be really true, it has to be validated by someone you care for and who cares about you. You’ve felt forced to keep it to yourself. To reverse this, you need permission from someone else....in way, it’s like being reassured that they can handle your dark secret and even help shoulder those big tough feelings with you. It’s also about bringing those feelings to light and taking control of them, if you choose to. 🤷🏻♀️
2020-02-20 04:45:25 +0000 UTC
Wow there must be something really wrong with me, when he said "you'll always have someone in your corner" and all that I cried so hard. I hate when people are nice to me, I just. I can't deal with it, I guess
2020-02-20 04:23:29 +0000 UTC
Amen! SUCH a difference!
2020-02-20 04:22:26 +0000 UTC
You always have good timing. You have no idea how much this was needed right now 😭💔
2020-02-20 04:15:42 +0000 UTC
Thank you!!!
2020-02-20 04:09:47 +0000 UTC
I feel peace ❤❤
This was absolutely beautiful ❤
Love it when you give us instructions while we listen to you, it gives the experience a whole lotta feeling to it.. In this case, I held my blankie and it felt as if I'm hugging you and that amazing feeling while listening to you and feeling of air around my nose & lips area as if you're very close to my face, talking to me.. *long sigh* this was so beautiful..
And when you said, you're never alone, I'll always be here for you, I honestly couldn't stop my tears ❤❤
You are really good at this type of audios Gael!!!!! I don't know if you studied this or if it's from experience or from a lot of reading.. whatever you do, I see this is your path and you'll succeed in it, and you'll become something really big.. I'm sure of it.. I'm absolutely sure..
Also, great music choice 👏👏
All the love & respect to you sir 💕💕💕
2020-02-20 04:07:28 +0000 UTC
I had a dream earlier today of an erupting volcano. You, sir, just released all the pressure I have kept deep down inside of me for awhile. I squeezed my pillow the whole time as I cried uncontrollably into it. Thank you for telling me to keep breathing...I so needed that. <3
2020-02-20 03:52:18 +0000 UTC
I wish you could know the full extent to which you have helped me. The amount of times your soothing voice has coaxed me out of panic or anxiety through some really rough times the last few months. I am ever so grateful. You are such a gift. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Kristin Coble
2020-02-20 03:48:52 +0000 UTC
I really loved every minute of this.
2020-02-20 03:38:13 +0000 UTC
I dont even know what to say. I needed this more than i thought i did and i can't thank you enough for doing this. It was not at all what I expected, but it was exactly what i needed. Thank you.
2020-02-20 03:33:15 +0000 UTC
Thank you for this G. I’ve been going through a lot since August and even though I was only able to listen to this for a few minute, I can already tell that first thing tomorrow morning I’m going to hear this and cry my eyes out, but that’s a good thing. Thank you
Bazel
2020-02-20 03:31:38 +0000 UTC
First of all I have to admit...hesitantly...my mind was in the gutter thinking this was going to be some knock- down-drag-out-freaky....*ahem* but I digress.... I didn't read any tags or comments and was totally caught off guard by the gutteral resonance of your words. The reverb of each "permission" spoken shook my foundation, more honestly, my walls-shattering the dried pitch and mortar that has been diligently and repeatedly replaced...thank you for this moment of repose. For this glimpse of controlled chaos where I can fall apart and gather my bearings at the same time. Gael you are a unique treasure and I am richer for having found you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you! 💋💋💋
2020-02-20 03:30:55 +0000 UTC
And here I was thinking that this was going to be some kind of Alpha Gael BDSM audio 😛 The lady in the picture is even in handcuffs! 😲
I know that things like anxiety and depression can warp our thinking, making us believe that we aren’t worthy of the affection/consideration/[insert other positive things here] that we deserve. And when this does happen, we often need an outside observer (e.g., family member, friend, therapist, etc.) to help set us straight and remind us to be kinder to ourselves.
The underlying message that I got from this audio is that we all deserve time and space to emotionally decompress and channel how we feel in a non-destructive way. There are probably many ways to convey a message like that, but I’m curious - why did you approach it from the angle of an authority figure? Why go the <i>"I give you permission to feel..." </i>route vs. <i>"You’re allowed to be able to feel..." </i>or <i>"You don’t need anyone’s permission to feel..."</i>? I think all of those approaches have merit, but was there a reason why you chose the one you did? 🤔
2020-02-20 03:25:07 +0000 UTC
this was not what i. was expecting in any capacity . i literally don’t know what i did to deserve someone who cares this much but i’m thankful to have it
kira
2020-02-20 03:24:26 +0000 UTC
Wow, G, I wasn’t expecting this, but it’s needed. I wish I could give you a big hug. 🤗 I sincerely hope you and the rest of the lovelies, get the TLC you SOO deserve in your personal life as well honey🧸😘
2020-02-20 03:21:02 +0000 UTC
I've been suffering from emotional fatigue lately because of my work. This was very much needed. Thank you so much ❤
Laura
2020-02-20 03:19:12 +0000 UTC
Gael you are such a gift, so loving,caring and kind , Thank you for deciding to follow your heart with audio, because your gift is being shared every day, and we are all grateful. I hope you feel as loved, as you make us feel and I hope every day you feel fulfilled, Love sweet "G".
2020-02-20 03:17:45 +0000 UTC
💕💕💕💕Oooftah💕💕💕💕. You’re in your sweet spot with this audio. You touch me in places I guard with my life. I think most people have some degree of fear of abandonment when they are being vulnerable and I love that you addressed it repeatedly in this place of healing. I’ve been needing a safe place to feel my feelings of excitement anger, grief, fear, love, pain....
i also love the way you incorporated physical touch into the meditation. I looove me some smoosh! Boi, I don’t know who your parents are but I’d like to personally thank them for having unprotected sex. Soo Amen 🙏 Much 💗 mee many 🤗 and two kisses 😚
2020-02-20 03:13:36 +0000 UTC
i needed this so much. thank you <3
2020-02-20 03:13:19 +0000 UTC
I thought I was okay, but I guess I'm not all the way okay. I cried 😞 but thank you for this
2020-02-20 03:10:12 +0000 UTC
You are an angel. For the past year, I've been healing from trauma and finiding my way back to myself now that I've emerged from survival mode. I am blessed to have love in my life both romantic and familial, but have not loved myself for a long while. All your audios help with that. Thank you for this experience ❤
2020-02-20 03:09:17 +0000 UTC
Thank you.
2020-02-20 02:56:48 +0000 UTC
Side note: I absolutely LOVE your nickname! Now I'm sorely tempted to change mine to "Allie is Namjoon's Expensive Girl"! 😂💜
Grace
2020-02-20 02:51:23 +0000 UTC
I honestly had no idea of how much I needed this. I didn't even know that certain things were bothering me until you said certain words. I kept a lot of stuff bottled up so I wouldn't be a bother to anyone else, or because I thought no one else wanted to deal with me. I felt like I was letting myself down because I still have yet to get another job. I kept telling myself 'it's gonna be okay', or 'keep going/trying', but I was still upset with myself, but didn't show it, or at least try not to. After listening to this and following your instructions...I could finally breathe. I cried, and hesitated to let it out until you said what I needed to hear, by the end, I felt so much better, and calmer. I don't know how you do it, dear Gael, but with this audio, you helped me let go, and I cannot thank you enough 😌💖
2020-02-20 02:51:13 +0000 UTC
I needed this. I needed to hear this. I’d been a mess of anxiety, and had been trying so hard to just stay positive. Even as I lowkey blame myself even for things I can’t control. It’s been tough, but today was the most positive I’d felt in a while, and this audio was a real gift for this birthday girl. Thank you, Gael, for being so damn awesome. 💞
Ariel Diamond
2020-02-20 02:48:08 +0000 UTC
Thank you for giving me what I didn't even know that I needed. You are such a loving and gentle soul and it shows in the way you that you care for us. I feel more relaxed than I have in a long time. Who would have thought that I just needed a really good cry to get to this headspace? So thanks again for giving me permission to take time for my needs. All my love, Cher XOXOXO ❤
Cher is Hoseok's Hoe
2020-02-20 02:48:05 +0000 UTC
I’m sort of at a loss for words right now — I know, try not to faint — so I just want to say thank you. You’re a good human. You have helped me learn how to treat myself the same as I treat the people I love. You’re amazing. Ok I guess the words came. Oh shit crying again 🥺
2020-02-20 02:46:43 +0000 UTC
This is everything!!!😭😭 Thank you Sir. I don't think i've ever known a person so in tune to someone else's feeling. I can never say it enough but just thank you for all you do. You don't have to but I appreciate you for it.😘
2020-02-20 02:44:51 +0000 UTC
Hey, I've been trying to work through a lot lately. It's been rough, and I've felt pretty alone. So thank you, seriously. I needed that. ❤️
2020-02-20 02:31:16 +0000 UTC
Well, fuck. I knew better than to go there during the week, the tin was clearly marked, but do I listen? With one corner of the bandage flapping up, somehow I just had to yank it the rest of the way off. Except now I've got to gather everything up and go right on, that's not a choice. God, I'm tired. And stupid! And...I'm going to go dry off my teddy bear now, he's kinda soaked. Love to all!
2020-02-20 02:30:56 +0000 UTC
Thank you. I really needed this right now. I am mourning right now and it is hard for me to let go of the stoic take care of everyone else first person I am. Thank you so much.
Dwindling Sylph
2020-02-20 02:29:54 +0000 UTC
Your love and caring just ran all through and above and around this until it overflowed.❤ It takes a very special person with a very big, tender, caring heart to say these things to another. This was just so healing to hear. My tears flowed each time I listened. Thank you.😭❤❤
2020-02-20 02:26:12 +0000 UTC
Ah. Definitely waiting for a more private setting. Sounds like a deeply moving & positive experience that absolutely wouldn't work in my current setting. Looking forward to it, though.
Yer a good (flax) egg, G.
🤗
Brigid's Ember (Siren Historian & Mayoral Furniture Tester)
2020-02-20 02:24:33 +0000 UTC
Since english isn't my first language, there's things I can't put into words sometimes, in those situations you'll see a long line of emojis ❤
But I 'll say this, you are one of the kindest & most caring men I've known.
Thank you for always being the way you are, loving& caring 💖💖💖🤗🤗🤗🍀🍀🍀 *big hug and kisses*
2020-02-20 02:21:04 +0000 UTC
Judging by the tags... you and me both, twinsie!
2020-02-20 02:19:33 +0000 UTC
You know you’re making such a difference in the world right? Thank you for doing this. It means so much💞
2020-02-20 02:19:04 +0000 UTC
Darlin... I can only think to say “thank you,” because lots of things buzzing around in my head (all good things though). Rest well 🤗
2020-02-20 02:14:58 +0000 UTC
February has always been a tough month for me and I've been trying to laugh off my feelings cos I didn't want to deal with them. Thanks for providing this safe space for me to reflect and cry my heart out. You always know what we need even before we know it ourselves. My heart feels so much lighter now.
2020-02-20 02:10:50 +0000 UTC
Can’t thank you enough for this audio. I appreciate the fact that you always make the listener feel cared for and loved. Listening to this was an experience I didn’t know I needed. You’re the best. 💖
2020-02-20 02:10:35 +0000 UTC
We don't always allow ourselves permission to let out the things we feel, and this is the perfect thing to have to just feel and mabey let go of some of the things we need to get out. You are truely an amazing human being and the we are all so lucky to have you as our most amazing mayor!! 🤗😘💋💖
Rachael
2020-02-20 02:08:16 +0000 UTC
Honestly, you're one in a billion, G. I say it again, it was absolutely majestic. Your sensitivity to bring a ray of sunshine on people 's face is heartwarming. The place of safety has your name on it 💗 I am really sure your big arms are big.. but not as big as your big heart...
2020-02-20 02:07:02 +0000 UTC
Mr. Mayor, thank you. I didn’t even know I needed this until I pressed play. It’s been a rough couple of days for me and this was the release I needed. I had been holding so much in and putting up a front. Some of us listened at the same time so we could collect ourselves together afterwards and it was perfect. This community is the best. Are you daoine sidhe? 🤣 Because your ability to know what we need when we need it is uncanny. In all seriousness, I didn’t know I needed to cry until you have me permission. Thank you for that! From the bottom of my heart, thank you!
2020-02-20 02:05:22 +0000 UTC
This was something I didn't know I needed, I've listened to the audio twice already, and I can't stop crying. Thank you so much G, for everything you do. This is probably my new favorite audio, and I will save it and treasure it, I'll listen to it whenever I need some cheering up. ❤️
2020-02-20 02:04:18 +0000 UTC
You weren't lying when you said this would be intense. And yup, I have discovered that I have issues I have to work on that I wasn't aware were still affecting me.
Thank you for doing something like this.
2020-02-20 02:04:03 +0000 UTC
... Here we go *click*. *Edit* all I can say is I sincerely hope that you also have a place where you feel this safe to let your feelings out the same way you have made this place safe for us XXX
2020-02-20 02:02:51 +0000 UTC
I’m going to bawl, aren’t I? 😭😭😭
Laura
2020-02-20 02:02:42 +0000 UTC