UPDATE**
Added 2022-06-07 04:28:25 +0000 UTCHey all, John here. Sorry for the delay on some of our videos recently. As some of you already know, I wasn't feeling too great a few weeks ago. And to be honest with you all, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for the first time. For those that have also dealt with this and still are, you know it is not easy at all and can be a scary thing to deal with. Each day lends different results but I have a great doctor and family helping me along. I wanted to put this out there because I truly love making these videos with Steve for all of you. I love seeing all of your comments and excitement just for our reactions! With that being said, while I work on getting past this, our release schedule will be a bit random for the next week or so. We already have some recorded videos and 2 editors who have been a great help and are working on some videos as we speak! Thank you for your continued support and I will do my best to recover quickly so we can start enjoying these shows and movies together more often very soon!! And for the Patrons, I can't thank you enough for the support, it truly helps us keep doing this and is very humbling! Because of this, if at anytime you feel like you don't want to or can't pledge anything, I will completely understand! We are going to do our best to get as much content to you as possible in the mean time! Thank you! - John
Comments
Thank you!! I'm really happy to hear our reactions can cheer you up in any way! It's a very tough situation to deal with as you know, but hearing from you and many others helps tremendously! - John
John DeTrolio
2022-06-13 17:53:26 +0000 UTCJohn, the number one priority is to take care of yourself. It is wonderful that you have great doctors and more importantly supportive family and friends there for you. I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for the last couple of years and once I became obsessed with Lucifer and the family of fans surrounding the watching and rewatching, it was reactors like you and Steve who helped me. I confess that Lucifer is the only reaction I watch. Once I discovered you guys on YouTube I binge watched all your Lucifer reActions, subscribed to your patreon channel to go back and watch all your available full reactions, and eagerly anticipated Tuesday afternoons for the new JerzeyBoyz Lucifer reaction. I only recently started commenting as I do not do Social Media (Facebook, Twitter, etc.), and I often ramble on more than is appropriate in my eagerness to share insights and delight re the characters and their emotional growth. I will certainly be disappointed if you and Steve are not there with a new take every Tuesday, but I just go back and watch your full reactions for the last 2-3 episodes until there is a new one. You have a lot going on with reacting, editing and numerous details associated with all the shows and movies, not to mention your “real” life, and I would not even think of unsubscribing to your channel because of a little delay. Now when you and Steve get thru Lucifer and there aren’t any other shows that pull at me, we can talk!
LaCaritas
2022-06-07 21:08:44 +0000 UTCThank you!! - John
John DeTrolio
2022-06-07 17:05:30 +0000 UTCIt helps to hear from other people for sure, I already feel better today! Always feel free to message me on here or discord if you're feeling shitty, I'll be glad to talk! So thank you!! - John
John DeTrolio
2022-06-07 17:05:16 +0000 UTCYou are most welcome, dear friend. :) Sincerely, Heidi
Heidi Elizabeth Marcum
2022-06-07 17:03:00 +0000 UTCThanks man, loved reading this, definitely helps hearing from all of you!! - John
John DeTrolio
2022-06-07 17:02:15 +0000 UTCThank you!! - John
John DeTrolio
2022-06-07 17:01:27 +0000 UTCThank you so much Heidi !!
John DeTrolio
2022-06-07 17:00:53 +0000 UTCall good john, put yourself first, anxiety is the absolute worst thing in the world, hoping you feel better as soon as possible
Parker Kelly
2022-06-07 12:30:19 +0000 UTCThank you for being open and honest about this. I suffer from the same. Some days everything feels fine and others feel like the end of the world. Just know you are loved and it gets better.
Don Julio TV
2022-06-07 08:22:19 +0000 UTCDealing with those two things can really feel… impossibly hard. I struggle with it myself, every single day of my life. For a long, long time. And I know that for me, I hate admitting to the fact that I’m not okay. It makes me feel like I’m disappointing someone or that I’m just wasting their time, so I just keep quiet and try to ignore it. So I’m glad you said something dude. It’s a nasty thing to try and deal with alone. Really nasty. It’s… ugh. I don’t want to sound like I’m pitying you when I say this lol but; I’m really… sorry… that the monster has grabbed you, too. People who have never experienced it won’t understand; so I hope nobody gives you shit for it. That’s such a shitty thing to do to someone that’s dealing with this. Again, thank you for telling us. We care about you bro. Don’t ever think of you taking care of yourself as something you shouldn’t do as a creator. I’ll smack you. 😈
Andrew G
2022-06-07 05:09:03 +0000 UTCA lot of us going thru it too. Depression and anxiety is no joke. Don’t forget your not alone.
Solo Chey
2022-06-07 04:52:46 +0000 UTCI am so sorry to hear how much you're struggling, John. Especially with depression. I know very well how it feels to struggle so deeply with depression. I struggle with it every day. Don't worry about creating your fun reactions for us. I promise you, I understand very well. I wish you well, and the best of luck, dear friend. Take care of yourself. And then... I will be happy to see you and Steve back for more Lucifer once you're truly feeling better and are happy to react to Lucifer again. :) Thank you, John! Sincerely, Heidi
Heidi Elizabeth Marcum
2022-06-07 04:32:54 +0000 UTC
