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Praying for you, your family, and all who will mourn your mother and brothers loss. I cannot even imagine losing 2 family member at once. Dr John, praying that you will get over this bug you have and will have a healthy rest of the year.

Kristin Taylor

My high being put on the lung transplant list. My low being put on the lung transplant list. It’s a roller coaster. Makes me celebrate each day. ❤️

Trucrimegirl

Have you seen the new interview with Richard’s lawyers?

Dr.Z

Sending love & light to you and your family. ♥️

Rigsshell

My littlest guy is a freshman in college. I love hearing your stories about your little one. The years go by so fast! Hope your new year is peaceful.

PonyGirl

He’s a beautiful combination of the both of you. Congratulations!! 💕

JenAus

Thank you 💕💕💕

Lauren and John Matthias

🤣💕 everyone says he’s just like John, but he has a bit of mom too!

Lauren and John Matthias

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 respectfully understand

Lauren and John Matthias

Thank you 💕

Lauren and John Matthias

You made me laugh and cry and I’ve reread your comment a couple times with tears now streaming down in my face. Thank you.

Lauren and John Matthias

Omg!! I’m so sorry to hear about your family, Lauren! Sending prayers, hugs and love to you❤️

Alicia Reed

I’m so sorry to hear that about your family. Will keep you and your family in my prayers.

Patty Glissmann

Thinking of you and your family

RENE S

I’m wondering if Dr. John is willing to share more about his experiences with depression. It resonated with me when he shared some things, yet I don’t want to read more into what he actually said and make assumptions. That said, I recognize that doctors (both MDs and PHDs), nurses, therapist, first responders, and others experience emotions, feelings, trauma, to say the least. I also understand and have experienced personal shame about sharing my own experiences and responses. I think I would find it helpful but understand the vulnerability it involves. I deeply respect Dr. John and Lauren. They’ve shared so much already. Thought I would share my request but no problem if you decline.

Swannie

My prayers for Lauren and Dr John. Bless your family. My mom was on hospice when I was pregnant with my daughter in 1993. It was so hard not having her in my life then and later. I was sad she missed so much of my kids’ lives.

Diane L

I can’t believe she is going to put Colby and all of Charles loved ones through this shitshow but I am here for it…

Penny Brown

I'm so sorry Lauren! You seem to be such a wonderful, funny and caring person. I always love watching ya'll

Triple L

Sorry to hear about you loved ones Lauren. Sending you hugs.

Carol Roby

I’m so sorry to hear about your mum & brother Lauren. Sending you lots of love from England xx

Samantha Hawkins

John just wondering what made you choose Princeton University over the other universities? Your thought process.

Jeanine Roberts

We are sorry for your loss

Lauren and John Matthias

Lauren, thoughts and prayers are with you and yours during these hard times of saying goodbye!

Sheri Abernathy

Not gonna lie - I’m with you Lauren. It’s going to be an absolute 💩show, but I find her kinda fascinating - in the most twisted way. Like - how does one get to where she is?

Janet Trowbridge

Good morning! Catching this on a chilly morning...love doing highs and lows with my youth group girls and sometimes they have no lows...my low similar to John's in that my baseline is living with the low energy/depression but at this point I don't even consider that a low on the day to day because thats just my status quo, right? We've had a lot of sad diagnoses at work recently (I'm an oncology nurse), a lot of pediatric cases and young adults with young children including healthcare provider staff that work at our hospital. A lot of treatment plans where we all realize that "durable palliation" is really just buying a few more months. When a small child skips treatment because they want to play in the first snow they've ever seen, and in your heart you know it's fine, because it's the only snow they'll ever see. That's the stuff that sticks with you. Personal non-work related low, lost both my cat and my dog in 2024. At the same time, those are some of my highs. The parties we throw at the end of treatment, the days my coworkers dress up as comic book heroes, the racing down the hallway and belly laughing at the things these kids say and do in the middle of treatment! And the fact that our staff team is fully staffed for the first time in years with amazing nurses, residents, and physicians and we our facility earned designation as an NCI designated cancer center (which is a big fluffin' deal)! Non-work related high, got to give a new home to a new cat who has made herself comfy in my little house and sleeps with me every night! L & J, hang in there when life lifes (I know it's not a word). Thank you for all you do, the fights you fight both personally and professionally. Trust that God has a bigger plan beyond us. Catch you on the next podcast! :)

Life_w_Lora

I'm so sorry, Lauren. I can't imagine. Sending love to you and John and your family

Pia Pedersen

Some thoughts on the veteran. While I do not know his exact situation, I know a lot of others because as a veteran, I participate in groups. It is SO HARD to get the help needed from the VA. Then, when vets do reach out and might get help, the 20 something with a PhD knows nothing of the experiences which makes vets feel like it’s never going to work. Many choose to leave that arena and seek alternative places where someone actually understands. My personal frustration is that since I just got my B.S in Psychology, and am already a gov employee, I was looking at what type of support jobs I could do now and what grad degree I need to move forward. It’s impossible for an adult to get a clinical degree and work. The psychology field is missing out on. A lot of world-experienced practitioners because we simply don’t have the paths needed. So he very well may have reached out to the tune of an eternal waitlist. If his wife was leaving and he had PTSD, he was probably also faced with losing his child anyway. Very common. The despair is real.

LLemon

So sorry to hear what you and your family are going through with your brother and mother, Lauren. Sending a virtual hug from a stranger! ❤️

Abby

Happy New Year!!! I absolutely love both of you. You are the dynamic duo. Dr. John has helped me so much with things I have dealt with in my life. God bless both of you!! Sending hugs and prayers to both of you, Lauren, Jamie, and your precious mother. ♥️🙏♥️🙏

Penny J.

Happy New Year! Oh, Lauren, arn't most of us? (weirdly excited to see Lori speak, I mean, we are human and she is a unique opportunity to see a person who seems normal, yet is not). I am so sorry about your mom and brother. Content can wait, there is nothing more important than family. Sending well wishes to John. Chronic pain can be soooo hard. I have struggled since May. I am a psychology student and managed to get a frozen shoulder while writing my research paper. Too much computer and reading, not enough movement. I am slowly getting to a better place with physiotherapy. Unfortunately now I have an inflamed or jammed nerve in my face, and that hurts like hell unless I take stong pain meds. Waiting for a doctor's appointment to figure out a plan for it. It is difficult, at the same time - it is a comparably small low. I am sitting here in a warm, cozy place with my tea, cross stitching and listening to you guys. Life is good. The small things are so good :)

Līga Vasara-Brakmane

My heart goes out to you, Lauren. I lost my mom a few months ago. I’m blessed to carry all my precious memories of her in my heart. Blessings and much love.

Patricia Seybold

I am thinking of attending Lori's trial in AZ

Bonnie Schoeneman-Dilley

I’m so sorry Lauren.

Brenda

So sorry for everything you are going through Lauren. John, appreciate your candor and sharing that you struggle at times. I wish we would normalize being honest about our struggles with depression and anything around mental health. I believe that we all would be better

Vicki Ferrari-Connelly

Thank you so much for your kindness and compassion for everything. I'm devastated over the attack in my back yard and everywhere else. I wish y'all health, and prosperity and continuing empathy. Much love to you and yours 💜 💜 💜 the vault

Louisiana Girl

Praying for strength and understanding for you and your family.

Brenda

Thank for your insight on the Tesla Cyber Truck explosion. Lauren and John, I am so sorry to hear the sad news about Lauren’s Mom and brother, Jamie, and John’s health struggles. I will keep all of you in my prayers.

Kate FitzGerald

My prayers are with you, Lauren and Dr. John. What a hard time. Sending love from Oregon. 🩷

Kristen Michelle

Hi Lauren and John! Thinking of both of you. Take all the time you need. Always here to support you. I am grateful for you and the community you created. Sending hugs, Bonnie

Bonnie Schoeneman-Dilley

Lauren and John - Wishing you both healing and peace. Thanks for your vulnerability.

Maggie B

Praying for you Lauren and your family. Such a hard, hard time

Cat Lady

I will be back at work next week but will look forward to listening to it when I can! No expectations though - family first!

JenAus

It’s okay, Lauren. We’re all looking forward to the crazy train of Lori Vallow, Esq.

Moon Child

I had no idea your mom was ill too. So sad. My prayers are with you.

Kim Chapman

Lauren so sorry for what your going through! Keep the good memories close to your heart. Hugs to you, John and your little one. Take care ❤️

Danni Hull

We will have another one next Tuesday🤗

Lauren and John Matthias

I’m so sorry for what you are going through Lauren. I can’t even imagine. Yours is my all time favorite channel. You are both amazing. Thanks to you both. 🥰🥰🥰

Kathleen Caroline

I am so so sorry. I lost my sis, my brother, and Mom and I was about your age. .And to lose siblings who were best friends when we thought we would get to grow old with them is excruciating. My heart goes out to you. Take all the hugs John has to give. May God be with you and help you through. Sending love.❤️❤️

Beth Kallaus

My HTC time blows by too fast - always leaves me wanting more!

Data Lisa

Hugs and prayers out to you and family.

Swannie

It truly is the little things. Love the kicks, so cute.

Cotton~Carolyn

Oh Lauren I'm so sorry about your brother and mom. My prayers are with you and your family. Hugs.

AZ Mermaid

Peace, love, and healing light to you. 🙏 Unfortunately, I had the same thing happen in our family in 2024. Prayers for your brother & mother.

Mama T

Respectfully, this is not easy for me as a mother of a son who is catastrophic injured from Afghanistan. He was 21 yrs old at the time. He saw things, went through things we can never understand and he has become an incredible son, husband, father. I won't say he does not have lasting affects from war, but he has never taken it out on innocent people.

Cotton~Carolyn

I am so sorry you’re going through your family on hospice. My mum in law is also final stage of hospice right now. It’s such an emotional rollercoaster 💜

Nici Bell

The Delphi program was the best this year! I believe RA is guilty through your discussion. I could see from the get go that RA was sleazy . My issue was more about to he confess to rollover for the guards. But dr John’s info about the task of deciding if the prisoner will repeat if allowed freedom convinced me to want justice by guilty

Sally15Sally15

Wow! I pray for your family to find peace in the new year regarding your family’s health. Thank you both for taking the time to update us. May 2025 be a time of rest for you.

Alison Pruitt

Fancy your little guy liking shoes. Remind you of anyone? 😉💕

JenAus

Prayers and love to you and to your mother and Jamie🦋

Sally15Sally15

So so sorry for your tough times with family. Love from 🇨🇦 🍁 🇨🇦

Cotton~Carolyn

❤️

JenAus

Oh Lauren 💔💔💔 I did not realize it was both your baby brother AND your mom. You are so loved and appreciated! ❤️❤️🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦

Gleebart

Good to hear from you, I am so sorry about Jaime and your Mom Lauren. Hang in there. ❤️

Kay Louise


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