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It's not TTYN, it's just TTYL

Added 2019-05-29 22:28:03 +0000 UTC

The Patreon is going on a break until further notice.

I can't maintain the size I was at without a CPAP machine and while I plan on getting one and returning one day in the future, I'm taking a breather in the meantime. I'm freezing all payments so you don't have to do anything if you'd like to get notified in the future when things return to normal.

Since we started this journey, the Vimeo stats show a combined total of 24,000 video plays totaling 24 days, 5 hours, 38 minutes, and 2 seconds. I'm not sure how many total pictures were taken but I'm sure it's hundreds.

While I'm glad to be feeling healthier and happier smaller, I do miss the feeling of size and strength that being big brought with it. I thought I could pivot from gaining into the gym, but it's not panned out that way and without muscle or belly growth there's really no content to post. If the day comes I can be 250+ without the sleep apnea, I'll revive this community but I wouldn't do it until I'm at least 255 and know I can happily maintain the weight for the long-term.

When I find my mojo again, I'll get back into lifting and we can track our workouts together like we talked about. I still would like to do that when I get back into the gym routine. Also we can stay in touch on Instagram.

That Patreon will go into suspended animation tomorrow.

I can't say thank you enough for the support through the years. From your encouragement, I got bigger and stronger than I thought I could, more so than ever in my life. I really hope to recapture that flame and come back bigger and better than ever for you and for myself. Thanks again, you guys are awesome <3

Much Love,

Gavin