2013 & This Week

More pictures here: https://photos.app.goo.gl/kQwpG7iyPEgmeRjd9 

I had an interesting day a couple days ago.

After making the drive over to TN, I was in the gym when this 10/10 started talking to me and we really hit it off. He was about 5'6" and 140 pounds of lean muscle wearing some really snug, short shorts. We talked about lifting and trying to bulk, and he talked about how despite his size, he's strong enough to hold people to the wall and his exploits in the bedroom resulting in broken headboards.

Needless to say, I was onboard 100%, and then the tragedy happened of him checking out a girl as she walked by the gym and then how he's getting so much attention from girls coming out of the woodwork now that he's single again. Regardless, the upside is that he said he'd love to workout and eat afterwards since he's trying to bulk so at worst, maybe a new friend acquired? I gave him my number and left the gym only somewhat heartbroken that he was straight.

After the gym, it was time for lunch with my dad. I was already starving from the gym and decided it's time to push the gaining a bit more to the forefront and let myself order what I would normally if it were just me and got enough food to really fill up. It sounds simple but to me it's like I have my 'normal' eating and my 'in public' eating around people that aren't into/know about gaining.

I'd like to think it was a matter of accepting it or a flash of bravery, but I think the truth is that I was just too hungry to not need that much food. The picture above is the result of that meal and it felt great. On the ride home I had to lean my chair back to be comfortable and reduce some of the pressure on the belly.

Once home, it wasn't long before my mom called and wanted to have dinner with my brother since he was in town visiting for the first time since Christmas. Once there, I'm already feeling stuffed, but manage to slowly force down another meal on top of the feast I just had even though it took over an hour of slow, methodical bites.

I'm glad to bring the gluttony from the shadows, at the size I am now (and the size we're rolling towards) it's not like eating too much is a secret. A couple of guys have reached out about sponsoring a meal or two so I'm hoping to have a few days on continued feeding above and beyond the normal amount I'm eating these days.

Let's do another discord thing this week too, that was a lot of fun, and really pushed me to eat plenty. I found some pictures from 2013, so enjoy me back when I was skinny for a while before adding the weight back on.