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Bonus | Her Males: Chapter 42 - Alternative chapter

Added 2022-04-17 21:38:46 +0000 UTC

Unedited! This is the original chapter 42 I wrote, and thought it would be fun to share the alternative version I had planned out. I didn't finish before deciding to redo, so the ending is still in rough, rough draft form. (also some fun insight if you've ever wondered how I write out my chapters lol)

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GRAY

Silas ignores me as I sit in his little corner of the library pretending to read, but I know he's watching me as much as I'm watching him. I'm pissed, but he's taking it to another level.

The Fate whistles quietly to himself as he reorganizes his shelves, the act within itself indicating his emotional state. In the entire time I've known him, he's only ever changed up his library twice, and both times he spent weeks prepping.

Today it was a spur-of-the-moment decision, and I'm sure he will regret it as he realizes how shit the plan is.

I scan the meaningless words on the page before shutting my book and setting it on the table next to my chair. The skin on my hand looks better, and I inspect my fingers before glancing down at my body with a quiet hum.

Silas let me feed well into the night, and I'm feeling better now than I have in weeks. There was so much guilt when I gave into him and Aziel, but now that I know where Charlie stands, there is no more.

My jaw clenches at the thought of her and that Shifter together. I hated leaving her in the hands of Aziel, but I'm at least comforted with the knowledge that she's okay. I'd hate for her to be hurt at the hands of my father, even if she did betray us.

"Don't you have work to do?" I comment as Silas seems to change his mind on the shelf he's spent the past hour on.

He rips the books off it at a tenth of the speed it took him to place them there, and I wince as I watch a few bend awkwardly as they drop to the floor. He's going to be upset about that when he's not so wrapped up in his emotions.

Silas treasures his books, and ruining them isn't the norm for him.

"No," He grunts, turning his back to me.

I raise a brow, knowing damn well that's not true.

"Greed's waiting to hear back from us on her proposal." I point out.

Silas turns to me with a frown, his eyes scanning over my form, before he approaches and snatches the book I've been pretending to read for the past hour off the table. He's so fucking grumpy.

It's all Charlie's fault.

"Aziel sent word that he's working on turning the Shifters while he's there, so I'm waiting to hear a response before contacting Greed." He mutters.

I sit up, my attention captured. Aziel reached out to him and he didn't say anything. Why wouldn't he tell me? He knows damn well I'd be interested in hearing that.

Silas raises a brow at my visible anger, his head cocking to the side in interest. I open my mouth to complain, but the pleasure that courses through me from Aziel's side of our bond has me pausing.

He's been working to keep it hidden while he's been with Charlie, the action a silent demand for privacy, but this is the opposite. He wants me to know he's finding enjoyment with her.

My jaw clenches as another wave hits me, the feeling of raw pleasure strong as it seeps into my bones. I want to ignore it, but Aziel and I know I won't. It goes against my very nature.

Silas stops what he's doing and watches me sink into my chair with a low moan, my limbs going soft as the blood rushes to my cock. Whatever the fuck Aziel and Charlie are doing, Aziel's sure enjoying it.

I jerk my hips into the air, seeking a friction that's not there.

"What the fuck are you doing?" Silas questions, stepping forward.

My mouth lowers into a low moan as I prod at my bond with Aziel, begging for entrance into his mind. I want to see what he's doing.

"Aziel and Charlie are together." I grunt, dropping a hand to palm at myself.

Silas freezes, his eyes wide as he watches me cup and stroke my cock over the fabric of my pants. Fuck. Aziel's going out of his way to push his arousal into me, and if I weren't so turned on by it, I'd probably be pissed.

He denies my attempts to enter his mind, pushing me away before sending another wave of pleasure my way.

Fucking Wrath.

"What are they doing?" Silas pipes up, his tongue darting out to wet his lips as I undo my pants so I can get some better friction on my cock.

I shrug, gesturing for him to get on his knees.

Silas hesitates, visibly struggling with his anger toward Charlie, before obeying and lowering himself between my knees.

A small part of me wants to be angry that Aziel's continuing to engage with Charlie even after she cheated on us, but I can't blame the man. It's not like he's gotten the opportunity to get his dick touched a lot, and I'm sure it's hard to resist when he's got a wiling female he wants in his grasp.

Even if that willing female cast us aside the second it became convenient for her.

Silas curls his fingers around my shaft before bringing his lips to the tip of my cock. I moan, resisting the urge to thrust into his mouth as he tentatively licks me. He's still so nervous whenever he blows me, the man eager but still way out of his element when it comes to engaging with males.

Someday he'll take me into his mouth with ease, and I'll fuck his throat in the way I know we both want me to.

I hope Aziel can feel that I'm being touched, and bury my fingers into Silas's hair as he hollows his cheeks and takes me deep into his mouth.

"That's all you can take?" I complain, knowing he likes it when I talk down to him. "Come on, Silas. You can't expect me to keep you when you can't even suck a cock properly."

He whines, choking as he tries and fails to take more.

I laugh, curling my fingers into his hair and holding him in place while he gags. That's better.

I continue prodding at Aziel's head until he opens up. My body stiffens as he lets me see through his eyes, and I'm acutely aware of Silas pulling back as Aziel lines himself up with Charlie and threatens to fuck her.

"He's about to fuck her." I blurt.

"What?"

"Aziel's about to fuck and bond Charlie."

The silence between us is tense, neither of us eager to be the first one to speak up. My cock twitches as another pulse of pleasure register through our bond, and I grab Silas's shoulders and yank him to his feet.

I've been planning Aziel's first fuck for a good hundred years now, and I'll be damned if I miss out on it because he's decided to be spiteful and initiate it while Silas and I are gone. I'm not happy he's doing this without talking to us first, but I'm not surprised.

Aziel's not exactly one to ask permission for things, least of all sex.

"I want to go." I blurt, patting my pockets anxiously before spinning around to ensure I have everything I need.

Silas frowns, his jaw clenching before he shakes his head. I sigh, planting my weight on my left hip before thinking better of it and stepping forward so I can wrap my arms around his waist.

"Do you really want to miss Aziel's first time because you're mad at Charlie?" I probe, running my hands down his spine.

Silas stiffens at the use of her name, and I pepper soft kisses to the column of his neck so he doesn't grow cold. He's threatened to leave Aziel if the Wrath decides to try and force Charlie as our bonded, but we both know he's not going anywhere.

They've been as thick as thieves for too long for some female to tear that apart. Not to mention A lot of the other breeds hunt fates, and Silas needs Aziel's protection if he doesn't want to go into hiding.

"Just because Aziel's chosen Charlie doesn't mean we have to." I point out, pulling back to look Silas in the eye. "I'm content with you and Aziel alone, and he can keep her on the side if that's what he feels he needs."

"Aziel's going to be hurt when she turns around and leaves him for another male. He'll be stuck with a bond and a female he doesn't want." Silas points out.

I shrug. Aziel's a grown man, and what he does on that front is his business. His bond to Charlie doesn't affect me, and if he wants to make stupid mistakes, that's on him. It won't take long for both to regret it and pretend their bond doesn't exist.

Aziel's got a lot of practice ignoring a bond, and I don't care if Charlie finds herself hurt by it. I'm sure she'll find another male to fill Aziel's place soon enough.

The thought of seeing her with another has my throat dry, but I clear my throat and shove that pain away. She's made her decision, and I'm not going to sit here and dwell on it. I've gone through this pain already with Nicolette, and I refuse to make a fool of myself by begging Charlie.

If she doesn't want to love me, that's her problem.

"I don't want to miss it." I repeat, grabbing Silas's hands.

I've fed enough on him in the past days that I could probably shift us there, but I'd rather have Silas do all the work. I want Charlie to see me and know I'm well fed and moving on happily without her.

Silas throws his head back before turning to look over his mess of a library. His lips are a bit puffy from when he was sucking me earlier, and I find myself instinctively reaching up to touch them.

The action captures his attention, and my heart flutters as a soft smile spreads over his lips. Teeth sink into the tip of my finger a second later, a silent warning, before hands grab my hips and I'm being shifted.

I tap into my bond with Aziel to find his location, and push Silas in that direction as he takes us to the Shifter lands.

Charlie's scent smacks me as the room around us materializes, and I blink a few times to clear my vision. Silas disconnects from me and backs into a corner, hiding from Charlie's view just as her head snaps toward me.

It takes everything not to react as she tries to scramble up, her naked body flailing around Aziel's as she tries to wiggle out from underneath him.

"Gray!" She beams.

Aziel grabs her hips to pin her to the bed, his breath exiting in an annoyed huff as she tries to move to me. He leans over her body and connects his mouth with her neck, moaning as he licks her skin.

Her eyes never leave mine, and I clear my throat before glancing at Silas for approval. Charlie tries to turn to see him, but can't get a good angle from where she's at. I'm sure that's exactly why he moved there.

Silas nods, giving his permission for me to participate.

I'll be respectful of his anger and keep from Charlie, but I want to be here with Aziel.

Charlie reaches for me as I kneel on the bed next to Aziel, my body facing his as I reach between them to grab his cock. He holds it in his hand, running the thick tip up and down her slit.

I'm not surprised to see she's soaking for him, and am glad he waited for us to arrive before penetrating her.

I don't push off Charlie's hand as it lands on my thigh, not wanting to ruin this for Aziel, but shift so she can't reach anything other than my leg. She's had her special moment already, given away to some Shifter, and this is about Aziel.

"She's so wet for you." I praise, sticking my hand between their bodies to grab hold of his cock.

He grunts as my fingers curl around it, his lust filling me as he continues to kiss Charlie. She stares at me, opening her mouth every few seconds to speak, before getting distracted by Aziel's mouth. It's a fun sight to see, and is one I'd love if I weren't trying so hard to be angry with her.

Aziel props himself up on his elbows, caging Charlie into the mattress as I line him up with her entrance. His hips push forward slightly, teasing her, before he lets me guide a few inches of himself in.

"Oh, fuck." He moans, cupping Charlie's chin so he can look into her eyes.

She squeaks and readjusts below him, but I can't see her face from this angle to see her expression.

His shaft twitches as he drops his forehead to hers and pants, and I give his cock a squeeze before placing a hand on his butt to guide him in. I know he's concerned about being too rough, but he doesn't need to be quite so gentle with it.

"Are you okay?" His whispers.

His voice is full of concern, and I release his cock so I can shuffle higher up Charlie's body to see her face. Her wet cheeks are the first thing I spot, the sight making my heart ache. Why's she crying?

She glances at me before turning back to Aziel, her teary eyes wide as she stares at him.

"I'm okay," She croaks, continuing to adjust underneath him. "Keep going."

Aziel sighs, but doesn't push in any further as he turns his head toward me. I know what he wants without him asking, and clench my jaw shut before allowing myself to breathe in Charlie's lust.

I was avoiding it, not wanting to taste her, but I won't reject Aziel in his request. He wants to make her feel good.

Her arousal is intense, but not nearly as potent as Aziel's as her pain dampens it. My eyebrows furrow as I peer between their bodies to get a look. She shouldn't be feeling any pain. The Shifters are known to be a well-endowed breed, and Aziel's not going to be stretching her any more than they did.

"She's in pain." I murmur, grabbing the back of Aziel's thigh.

He scoffs, his panicked expression turning into a flat one.

"Obviously. This is her first time." He states, grabbing her cheeks so he can press and bend tiny kisses to her face.

"You're doing so well, baby. So fucking good for me." Aziel grunts, easing himself out before gently rocking back in.

Charlie's breath hitches the second he tries to push any more of himself into her, her face screwing up before she cranes her neck and shoves it against his chest to hide the physical expression of pain.

My body stiffens as I snap my head toward Silas, unsure how to react to this news. It wouldn't have killed Aziel to send word that Charlie hadn't fucked the Shifters before luring us here.

Fuck.

I make brief eye contact with Silas, waiting for another nod, before circling them and kneeling behind Charlie. I lift her head and rest it on my thighs, using my legs as a pillow before wiping at her cheeks and pushing her hair out of her face.

"Do you want my essence?" I offer, running my hands down her shoulders.

Her body's flushed, the blood warming her skin and tinting it red. In this position I notice she's covered in hundreds of tiny cuts, and scan them before sucking in a slow breath and turning to look at Silas.

He frowns, annoyed, before standing and approaching.

Charlie's smile grows as he enters her line of sight, her fingers twitching where they rest on Aziel's shoulder before she releases him and reaches for Silas. He doesn't push her off as he kneels on the floor next to the bed, bringing him to the same level as her and Aziel.

"I don't want her high for this." Aziel admits, pulling out of her completely.

He's down at her thighs before she can even register he's moved, his mouth latching onto her clit. She gasps and twitches, her head slamming back against my thighs as he grabs her hips to hold her still.

"You didn't fuck the Shifter?" Silas questions.

I resist the urge to smack him, not wanting to have that conversation right now.

Her lust hits me as Aziel licks her, the female finding pleasure in his tongue. Aziel seems to enjoy it, too, if his loud moans are anything to go by.

She gasps and shakes her head, hissing as Aziel smacks her inner thigh when she tries to clamp them around his head to slow him down. I think her attempt to control him is cute, but shove that thought away as Silas places his hand on my thigh next to her head.

"I missed you." She hisses, hair knotting as the wet strands rock against my thighs.

GRAY'S LIKE THANK YOU BUT NO THANK YOU

CHARLIE'S A BIT DENSE AND DOESN'T QUITE PICK UP ON THE REJECTION

SILAS GETS WEIRD AND MOVES BACK TO THE CORNER

GRAY'S CONCERNED ABOUT HIM, BUT FOCUSES ON AZIEL

HE SEEMS LOST

"SWEET LITTLE THING"

GRAY TELLS AZIEL TO FUCK HER AGAIN

HE DOES

"SHE'S NOT A FUCKING RAGDOLL, AZIEL. BE SOFTER."

"SEE HOW MUCH SHE LIKES THIS?"

IT'S BETTER THIS TIME