Maya Ben David

I'm going to stop looking at hot anime girls on the internet

Added 2023-06-22 14:11:59 +0000 UTC

Yes hello, this is your incel rat with a radical statement. I dunno if hot anime girls are good for my mental health. This is a demented confession but I've ordered and dismissed 6 white morphsuits and I still am not happy with the fit. I keep waiting for the magic feeling that my first morphsuit gave me and I can't find it. I think the reason is that my standards have changed. When I bought my first morphsuit I was 24 with my lanky teenage remnant body and I was just pumped to wear something that felt like a hug. Over the years I've worn a lot more morphsuits but the dimensions have always been off and I've never matched the tailoring of my Air Canada Gal suit. I am currently trying to remake the costume with a new white morphsuit but my standards are kind of insane. I want the suit to fit and feel like it did 7 years ago but I also wanna look like an anime girl. I want to have an exaggerated hourglass figure with a tiny waist while still feeling comfortable. Even when I wore my first suit I didn't look like that, in fact, I was lanky and not as curvy. It's weird but I think I have brainwashed myself into having the most unrealistic beauty standard of all, a cartoon girl. I have cleansed all my feeds of hot anime girls, and already I'm feeling a bit better. Even though this journey is kind of demented, I still treasure it a little. I now have a cursed graveyard of white morphsuits, a waist trainer, and expensive shapewear. It feels like a rite of passage. To be honest, the Spanx shapewear on its own is an amazing costume piece and I feel inspired by it. Maybe one day when I have fully processed these feelings I'll make a video about it.

Thanks for listening,

your incel rat