I think the old people would pay attention to what people said but this was fragile me like 5-6 years ago. I'm def much tougher now and I kinda have a bratty mind where I say I do what I want ~
ASMR Serena Valentine
2024-03-10 01:55:25 +0000 UTC
I have not been in the entertainment industry at all, and nor do I know anyone close doing that. So I'm not hoping my comment makes much sense;
BUT I wanted to speak from personal experience: that as you grow older (I am still in the "ripe" age of < 25) yet I have experienced "quite extreme suicidal ideation" since I was around 13-14. It got tackled for around 7-8 months around age 19-20; and I'd like to say I'm wiser and more perceptive than your average kid my age.
And to compromise I say "f**k that". We won't know when we die, so why bother doing things that will leave a "scar" on our "soul"?
I think you've realised this yourself, when the main tagline of your channel is "I can't makeup my mind" (meaning you still want to explore and try your hardest to not get fixated in a particular thing/trend). All I'm asking is to do the same continuously, keeping contradicting values at bay (though don't try too hard to push them also, please!)
I won't keep my comment too long, so I'll stop abruptly. I have been quite busy lately so I kinda don't have time to listen to audios [and that implied I have not watched this one], but again, I will keep reminding you of my request, that being:
[please be yourself, don't force too much conscious effort (society's expectation really tires "genuine-souled" people out), your happiness (not security, not fame/money/all-those-classical-worldly-traps, not sense of achievement [though the last one tend to be more durable; BUT you'll feel big sadness when it's gone; and it'll fade-away/be-gone for sure either now, soon or later when you(r body) leaves this world]) takes utmost priority].
Estahv
2024-03-08 16:22:27 +0000 UTC
Yes!! Ty!!! Take care too
ASMR Serena Valentine
2024-03-07 02:59:58 +0000 UTC
I think the most important part is that you cater to yourself. You make a very point with imitating what others already do.
Imo as long as you comftable with your craft and you can proudly say "I made this" you will always have a following.
Take care darling^^