Sorry I Have Been So Quiet
Added 2021-07-20 23:26:55 +0000 UTCMidnight phone ramble...You know it is gonna get messy.
Warning: I do get a little emotional and raw in this.
TLDL: People have been super creepy so I drew back for a while. It affected how much I was active and I am very sorry about that.
Comments
I'm so sorry you have to deal with ALL of this. :( I'm late (as usual) to this conversation, but I'm with everyone else here - your personal wellness is paramount, and honestly, we'd be here to support you no matter what. And it's also worth pointing out that like, some people are the kinds of creators who are all chummy with their communities, and others just aren't, and that's FINE! There's no need to hold yourself to some kind of social standard that doesn't work for you! If you need to keep people at arm's length for your own mental health, that's totally what you need to do! And no one should EVER make you feel like that's not okay.
phoenix
2021-07-29 17:56:33 +0000 UTCSorry that you have to deal with people like that. You said that you don't want to sound ungrateful, we will never asume that you feel ungrateful for everyones support. But when people get creepy you really don't have to be grateful to them, because they only use you for their gain. Please take care of yourself. I'm truly sorry that people treat you like this. You never have to apologise to us for this stuff. It is never your fault that some people harass and try to manipulate you. Take care and get a cup/pot of tea.
Sömnig
2021-07-21 20:34:27 +0000 UTCCollectively I think that we want you to be well, not productive per se. Take some time off. You're a human being, and having needs as a creator is understandable. No person's work is more important than the person themselves (unless you're a creepy a-hole).
Monty
2021-07-21 16:22:30 +0000 UTCNothing to be sorry for. Do what you have to make sure you stay in a good mental state. Take care of yourself first worry about the other shit later. I understand the whole life gets too much to self isolate until you feel comfortable.
Night Zalkova
2021-07-21 13:57:44 +0000 UTC*Googles the best hot chocolate recipe I can find, duplicates it, then sets up a plate of biscuits to go with it. Have you ever slammed a Tim-tam with hot chocolate? It is an experience not to be missed! *
Sean Normandsen
2021-07-21 12:12:00 +0000 UTCI would rather not have a new performance for a month or two or three, then have you get burned out or have your creative spark extinguished because of some nutter. This should be an outlet for your creativity not a source of worry and stress. Good luck and take care.
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2021-07-21 03:18:23 +0000 UTCTake a break......seriously, take a break.....weeks, even a month........your mental health is failing....its not worth it.
Alan Hutchins
2021-07-21 02:57:07 +0000 UTCNo need to be sorry because you did nothing wrong.
Nosscheech
2021-07-21 01:43:41 +0000 UTCThe feeling of wanting to withdraw is familiar. I'm all the more impressed that you have kept posting audios. Take care of yourself.
Aleksander Zdunek
2021-07-21 01:09:20 +0000 UTC*empathically slides you tea and biscuits* Is okay, people are emotionally draining. Which is why I don't interact with too many people outside of trusted family and friends. *Hugs* I am sorry you are going through this.
MrN0b0dy
2021-07-21 00:58:33 +0000 UTC
