Rowson Photography

BW vs Color (original below)

Added 2020-08-31 15:49:34 +0000 UTC

This picture is not retouched. I actually made a mistake and forgot to turn my ISO down, which made the image a bit grainy. But it makes for a retro, almost film looking, black and white photo.

I haven't worn make-up in a long time. This picture made me smile because I could finally see Alice again. It's refreshing to have my glass half full and that I feel comfortable being my complete self without the pressure on my shoulder to impress someone. I used to stress so hard about how I looked and I didn't look as healthy and content as I do now, just letting go and living my life simply.

I've been without a partner since my divorce. The feeling of loneliness was greater when I was married than now, that I'm alone. Finally I understand solitude. I have eliminated so much self-doubt and it's because I found the courage to not only stand up for myself but follow my heart too.

The force is with me. I am happy! ❤️