Life, changes, the future.

Hi! Hi..

So. First of for the longest time my tiers haven't been updated at all with proper rewards, they're so outdated it hurts my brain and it's kind of laughable how long i let that slide. I'm sorry, i'm gonna get into that on the latter part of this message.

Life:

I'm not going to lie, I fucking hate it right now. Other than dealing with depression and anxiety, I sadly experience a heavy de-motivation for anything SFM related. This is for a lot of different reasons.
Reason number 1 being, the lack of models.
Other reasons being, it's hard for me to experiment with new stuff in SFM, when.. I make a piece that takes what feels like literal years to make. But it's not from any game in particular or my audience doesn't regonize it. It doesn't do as well as... Let's say Jill Valentine.
And honestly that is quite tiresome, i know i shouldn't let that get to me. But it sadly does.

SFM in general is just. NOT it atm for me. And this makes me extremely sad. I feel like i've done it all really, i've covered every surface of this program and.. I feel like i milked it dry.

What does this mean?.. Well, this means i might stop. And before you go into your subscriptions to delete from there, i ask for some patience. As i try to figure out what i wan't to do.

From here, i'm heavily debating to do more story based stuff to go along with my renders.

I NEED,  something new. I'm completely burned out on the same-o content i make. I've, for so long have tried to get started on Hillet. Also one of my tiers, i absolutely love that project don't get me wrong. But what has stopped me -each- time is the lack of resource. The lack of time and skill to make models that are my own. For this story to work.

So Atm, in that regard i'm completely stuck.

I do want to continue little things i've done such as with Cassie or, the Luna cam girl thing. Just with different models, tiny sexy stories. Who knows! And if this all fails well... Well then i might indeed just quit.
This isn't happening yet but, it's on the table.

I have the biggest amount of love for my audience for being so, divers, so sweet and accepting. I've heard of followers being the absolute fucking best to other creators when i retweet some of their stuff. This, alone.. It makes me want to continue. You have no idea how much that means to me, for someone whose just sitting in their chair making lewd content, to hear from others that i inspired them to do the same. Or that they look up to me, it's absolutely crazy. And this is why i want to continue. And keep trying.

So, as for the tiers.
The amounts will remain the same!!! But, for now i need to choose whats best, and most fitting for the rewards for those tiers. So please have patience with me as i work this out.

For those who subbed to me to get acces to pictures of -me-. I have an OF you could sub to if that's your cup of tea : )

Well.. I think i covered about, most of what i wanted to say.
So, even though this may seem like a bit of a gloomy message, i hope you see it as a small cry to.. Change some things around, get more creative with story telling.

Again i love you all, your support is what keeps me going and the fact people even want to throw money at me for that..  IT's. it's absolutely fucking unreal to me even after all these years and i mean that. You're not a number to me, i enjoy reading everyone's feedback,  talking to you. I do.
It makes me emotional to write about XD It's stupid and silly.

But, that's who i am.

See you on the next update my fellow creative perverts ♥