Things got worse! Please Read (Update)

After another day of working on it, at this point it's like 90% confirmed my PC is dead, I can't even install windows after formatting my disk without getting a blue screen then it seems most likely it's a hardware issue so nothing I can do atm can fix it. Here are some pics I have been taking about the issues I have been dealing these past few days

Right now I'm dealing with lots of emotions most of them negative since I lost +2 years of info plus my main method to work but I will try to not be overly negative right now

I will start looking for someone who can get it checked and fixed tomorrow but for now there is no confirmed answer when I can get it back working amd when It works I have to reinstall everything so it may take some time.

There is a high chance of pausing patreon so You won't be charged by the end of April because while I appreciate the support I also feel wrong taking money without giving you anything in return, I'll have to talk with you later about it once I'm in a better headspace and thinking things through, in that same vein I could try to get my old laptop working so I could do some drawings there but in my current state I don't think I'm in the best condition to draw rewards and stuff yet again I would have to wait until I'm in a better headspace

At least I'm glad I got my bf and some friends looking into the topic hopefully we will be able to find a solution soon for the PC, I'll also try to think about how to proceed with patreon until I get things fixed, would love to hear your thoughts about it. Even though it's difficult I will try my best to stay positive and move forward.

Thank you so much for reading this, I appreciate all your support, patience and understanding, hope you have a good night