Hello everyone! So I have been gone for a long time, I can not stress to you how exhausted I am. Ever since I was transferred to my new location I have had no fucken time really to sit down and draw. The hours here are fucken long and I have two roles to fill in my job irl. I really am struggling rn to make actual full pieces. I haven’t drawn since that one pic of Kirishima and Tetsu and technically Mako because that’s when I sat down and actually drew.
I have taken on too much and I feel so defeated rn you guys. I asked to be dropped, hours wise, to part time and they told me no. We are so short staffed it is not even funny but this company does not want to fix it! I didn’t sign up for this and I do not stand for the over exertion of the employees. And then I also caught a nasty flu. My face still hurts and I have mucus still coming up. I still can’t taste much nor smell so I am all kinds of messed up rn.
I want to cry and just huddle up in the corner of my bed. Like legit I don’t wanna draw anything else. That is why I have only been doodling stickers. That’s maybe the time I have on a day off which is barely a day off as it’s in between working like legit one day off, next day, then off and then on. That’s not even a fucken break.
And I have my store and Patreon and content creation idk how much I continue. I really feel stretched to the max rn. If anyone can give me an answer that would be great lol but only I can fix this. And I am truly trying. I am tired of this shit
fullmetalgaypanic!
2025-03-05 20:55:14 +0000 UTCExaltedwarlock
2025-03-05 20:54:05 +0000 UTC