wtf thank you [?!?]
Added 2024-10-18 05:16:53 +0000 UTCokay so there was this social media thing and like - look I just watched a YouTube video and here's this. I don't know what else to say. Please forgive me, I am weirdly emotional/back to your regularly scheduled programming later because the world is not real rn
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That sounds like heaven😂😂💜
Mare
2024-10-21 02:43:22 +0000 UTCWARD SQUISH !! ( we have a squahmallow pit, right ? And we all have onesies we can climb into a jump in ? And Tequila and / or hot chocolate?) This place is amazing . And I appreciate you all.
Gemgeekette
2024-10-20 21:00:13 +0000 UTCI’m grateful for you guys! I don’t always comment or respond to your posts, but being apart of such a loving and opening community has changed how I perceive relationships and what my standards should be. Thank you again to not only Doc but every wonderfully creative member of this feral and wise community whether or not you are a frequent commenter or just enjoy the creative work here🫶🏾🫶🏾 (If anyone wants to follow me on ig my user is joviism :) )
Jay
2024-10-20 17:11:19 +0000 UTCSo the doc squish also turned into a ward squish, huh? Well right back at you Ms. Ma’am. I’m so glad to call you a friend and a Sister in Smut ™️ 🫶 Love ya girl 🫂
meg
2024-10-20 14:28:32 +0000 UTCSis, I’m *so* glad you shared. 🥹Thank you for this. 💜This resonated with me on so many levels. Sending you hugs. 🫂🫶🏾
Kesa
2024-10-20 14:13:54 +0000 UTCHappy Sunday doc and Patrients. After being thoroughly squished myself yesterday, I'm coming back here, to where it all started. I've always been quality over quantity when it comes to friends. For 39 years, I've had maybe 3 people at a time, I could call good friends. Now, as I enter my 40s, I have an entire hoard of women who are better friends than I ever imagined possible. We share openly. We support each other. We check in when someone's having a bad day & celebrate wins when it's a good day. We cry together, and yes, I'm counting the times those tears are from laughing so hard you can't breathe. I've never felt more comfortable being myself than I do here. I genuinely love these women, every single one of you. 💜 Ok, why am I telling you this, doc? Because it all started with YOU, drRapture. You've created this wonderful space where we can be feral and creative and safe and funny and whatever else your posts inspire. You have been such a catalyst for change in all of our lives. You've changed our minds in ways we didn't know were possible. You've shown us it's ok to shine bright in our skin. You've unleashed creativity that was locked for years under the guise of "not good enough". I can only hope all of these messages are showing you the impact you have. Lifelong friendships have been created here. Hearts and minds have been altered. Relationships and trauma have been healed. Lives have been changed. And it all started with you, Yes [YOU]. 🫶 I hope you're having a wonderful weekend and taking at least a lil time for yourself to absorb all of this. I hope it's sinking in, but don't worry, we'll be here any time you need a reminder. It hits different with you. 💜
Lina
2024-10-20 14:11:56 +0000 UTCI've read all these messages and they are so beautiful and meaningful. Doc's impact on my life was different and I almost didn't write this because I told myself it didn't mean as much. Then, even though I'm not in any group chats and barely participate here I felt everyone yell at me, in a loving way of course, that it matters. So here it goes; My husband spent years helping me love my body. He takes that crown, wears it with pride and truly deserves it. But for 15 years he's asked me to articulate what I want. What I like. And I could always explain the things I *provided* that turned me on. I love doing X, I love giving Y. And it was all true. His pleasure truly is my pleasure in the most carnal sense of the word, it feeds my soul and I love it. BUT that doesn't mean there isn't more. Trauma seals off off doors inside you in a way that feels impossible to access. Like you know it's there, you want in, sometimes you even have the key but the door is just a solid piece of impenetrable iron. Then I found your voice, and more importantly your words. God, it was such a rush, all of a sudden I knew what being aroused was supposed to feel like. Not just turned on, not just wanting to fuck. I always had a high sex drive, I always came. That's not the feeling I'm talking about. It's deeper. The intimacy I'm failing to describe isn't between the voice and me. It's between me and myself. It's a recognition of her and what she needs and wants, what makes her feel uncontrollably feral all by herself with no exterior human interaction. I tried for years to find something that resembles a scrap of that. But you, you spoke directly to her. You woke her up and you brought her to life. You helped me unlock one of those impenetrable doors and find a part of me I thought couldn't exist anymore. I will forever be grateful Doc.
Spirited Cricket
2024-10-20 13:04:28 +0000 UTCSame same, I’m this handle on IG
siesta_maven
2024-10-20 03:26:41 +0000 UTCEchoing what Mare said ⬇️ To the new Patrients, please feel free to DM or add me on insta! This community was so incredibly welcoming to me, and I want to pass it on! IG: nc_megs 🤍
meg
2024-10-20 01:42:19 +0000 UTC(Asking for a patrient who’s been here for a minute lol, what’s your username on ig?)
Jay
2024-10-19 22:16:24 +0000 UTCTo THE NEW PATRIENTS If you feel you want to get more connected feel free to go to insta and follow me or dm anyone you feel comfy with. We're all super excited to welcome you! We were all new here once too🥰
Mare
2024-10-19 20:08:39 +0000 UTCFkn sobbing Meg.
Mare
2024-10-19 20:03:51 +0000 UTCThe girlies said this turned into a post for the thank you words back to you. So I’m back to tell you that I just posted a pic of myself in thigh highs and a hoodie to the group chat. That may be normal for many, not for me. Beyond post positivity and feeling sexy in my own skin, which I’ve talked about before, I’ve never in my life had people that I would have been comfortable showing myself, my vulnerabilities to. And the reason I have the people in that chat is because of you. All of them. Every person in there that brings me joy and comfort and happiness and love is there because you’ve given us this space in which to be totally free. To be our most wild and authentic selves. And our most wild and authentic selves found each other when in “real” life we would never have been able to. Our real and authentic selves found sisters of soul in the absolutely feral, wild, out of pocket, loud, creative, positive, appreciative, and stunningly sweet and passionate community here. I find new people regularly that just make my life better. We find new ways to reach out and to find each other. We’re trying to find even more ways to reach and connect to even more people that love it here and want to be connected. And I can’t begin to show enough gratitude for that. There aren’t enough words for the kind of grateful I am. But “thank you” will have to do. To all Patrients: I am so happy to have you in my life, in whatever way you’re there. I’m so grateful for all in this space.
QQMegs
2024-10-19 19:28:45 +0000 UTCOh my beautiful friend. Now *I’m* crying again.
meg
2024-10-19 03:03:31 +0000 UTCOutside of my squish, I've always struggled with not being perfect. Trying new things and possibly failing was [and still is] fucking terrifying. I put a lot of pressure on myself and since finding you and joining the Ward, I'm learning that it's OK to not nail things every time. If you're perfect from the beginning, you can't enjoy the growth. I've said it before, but my dating mantra is WDTMTW? [Would Doc Treat Me This Way?] The bar is no longer in hell when it comes to dating men because you are one of the men that shows me that what I want and need from a partner is possible. Good men don't just exist in books written by women [even though one is the voice of a fictional character played by a real man that I'll never know... anon anon anon...] drRapture might be a character, but we can tell that there's a real, genuinely good man behind all of this. Even though we live under the "true lies" doctrine, what you've done for us is 100% real and true. 💜💙💚
Norah
2024-10-19 02:45:05 +0000 UTCThank you my little parasocial baby boy.
Genevieve Williams
2024-10-19 02:10:26 +0000 UTCI kinda wanna say Jamie you got the last word. That's it. What you said.
Mare
2024-10-19 01:37:23 +0000 UTCI was chatting with a friend about writing last night when the post dropped. She asked me what had inspired me to start taking the risk when I thought it was something I couldn't do. And the answer was simple. You, Doc, and the patrients of this ward, and the friends who've lifted me up and supported me. But you started it. You challenged me to try. I have a long long way to go, but I'm no longer afraid to try. It's clear that your impact has been no one simple thing. Not just orgasms, or making us feel better about our bodies, making us want to play games and write. We've all learned from you and from each other. About being willing to learn and be vulnerable while being true to ourselves. And I know it's hard to take in all of this. We know you are not perfect (and neither is your avatar). But you make us want to claim the good in who we are as we expand who we want to be. So suck it Motherfucker, and have a great weekend.
Jamie
2024-10-18 21:26:07 +0000 UTC
