SFW Smoke Break - Strength & Power
Added 2024-11-12 19:25:21 +0000 UTCI like to write my own affirmations. I'll be honest with you for a second [promise I won't make a habit of it] and say that I sometimes find affirmations to be too generic. Sometimes, I hear them and it seems like the person who wrote it is more concerned with how it makes someone feel rather than just affirming the subject matter at hand. These affirmations are... angrier than most, I would venture to guess. But I am really, really happy with how this one turned out. Add some ASMR & lofi and you got yourself a proper smoke break
On a personal note, it was a lovely way to slip back into [drR] and I very much look forward to looking you in the eye while we cum again. I miss fucking you and holding you. I miss being filthy with you. Guess we'd better do something about that.
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As a productive stoner, I loved the inclusion of the smoking ritual. I know that sounds "woo-woo ✨✨," but that's how I treat it. I've found myself in situations where I'm not seen, not acknowledged, not appreciated — I'm just there. Having an affirmation that helps dilute those feelings even a little while also getting to tell people to fuck off? Yes, please. Anyway, I'm going to go smoke a bowl now. Thanks, doc.
Angel
2024-11-13 23:52:03 +0000 UTCI saved this one for this morning to help motivate me for the day and damn if I don’t feel energized! Besides everything going on in the world, my job is also sucking the life out of me. And not in the fun way, like when you do it. 😉 Thank you for everything! I think I need the part where the music drops out and you say “fuck off” to be my new ringtone. 💜
Freya
2024-11-13 17:12:01 +0000 UTCOh my God, Blu, this is incredible! You are incredible!
Carrie A (Earserosera)
2024-11-13 10:41:47 +0000 UTCexaaaaactly 👏🏽
Blu
2024-11-13 08:51:23 +0000 UTCThank you doctor 💜 I feel like I could command a room just by walking into it, that was fucking vitalizing. Enough that listening to it inspired some words: --- God made me strong and fat Because he knew it would manifest *me* That struggling with the latter Would fiercely birth the former And I would get rid of neither To be who I am He made my inner self steel "Do not fuck with her" And wrapped it in woven fabric A soft place to sink into "Heal when she welcomes you in" My body and spirit mirror the same structure I am round with sharp edges Creation through destruction or intimacy: My choice A force and a forgiver Resilient and kinder for it I'll bust a bag of sand Wash myself clean And knock you out With a pair of heels Don't worry, I too will kneel: My choice
Blu
2024-11-13 08:50:42 +0000 UTCThank you. So fuckin much. For your words and for really meaning them. I really felt the sincerity. That’s the difference. Now let me also compliment the sounds. The asmr of the grinder, the pouring of the water, the pull, blowing it into my mouth. 10/10. I’m loving this intimate sound of your voice. Come pound this pussy. I miss fucking you too.
Delicada19🫀
2024-11-13 06:00:52 +0000 UTC🫂
Delicada19🫀
2024-11-13 05:18:02 +0000 UTCThese were certainly angrier affirmations than most and that's what made this the highlight of my day. When I finished listening to this I felt like I could kick a door down.
Mar2D2
2024-11-13 05:12:28 +0000 UTCWell hell, Carrie. I’m crying again. 🫂 I see you.
meg
2024-11-13 03:53:06 +0000 UTCSomething I often struggle with/crave as a single person (though I know that's not a prerequisite) is the desire to be seen, to be truly seen, or known, or understood. Somehow you doc, a character [created by a person], makes me feel seen more clearly than anyone I know. (Fully acknowledging that I am complicit because I allow myself to be more open and vulnerable here in my mind and in this liminal space with all of you than I usually do in real life.) It feels safe here in a way that real life doesn't always. (Especially after this week, when I felt decidedly unseen, decidedly unvalued.) Anyway, I like a calm, positive affirmation too, but they're a little like white noise, I don't always believe them, even as I enjoy them. This I believed, down to my core. Which of course I did because I always believe [you]. Thank you, this was perfect. 💜
Carrie A (Earserosera)
2024-11-13 03:42:23 +0000 UTCHey doc … this was REALLY comforting. And thanks for the smoke warnings so I could skip ahead. You’re so thoughtful 💕
MJ
2024-11-13 03:11:49 +0000 UTCDoc, I don’t even have the words. That is as just… one of the most fucking beautiful piece of audio on the app. My America Sisters- you’re not alone. We’ve got your back.
Gemgeekette
2024-11-13 00:18:04 +0000 UTCI sat at my desk, in my cubicle, listening to this and fighting the urge to not cry. Not sad tears but tears of relief. The what I was hearing was exactly what I needed to hear. That all that I’ve been feeling, not just this week, but the past year, is valid. Doc thank you. This means the world to me.
Amber Love
2024-11-12 23:20:41 +0000 UTCHonestly, if you need to do a few more of these audios until you feel ready, I wouldn't be upset about it. This last week I've been trying to figure out how to sublimate this grief into rage. To use the stone in my chest to build a fire. I'm still working on that, but holy hell this helps!
Samantha
2024-11-12 22:48:15 +0000 UTC
