EARLY ACCESS: Up-Close Whispers & some different triggers!
Added 2021-11-28 21:39:13 +0000 UTCI hope y’all enjoy the early access content!😊 I’ll be filming another video for y’all this month so stay tuned for that! I have a few doctors appts this week but I’ll be getting it to you ASAP!🤍
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I just tried multiple times to leave this long-winded nightmare of a comment on the YouTube video, and it seemingly got deleted each time. YouTurd has been doing that to me lately no matter what I say or how much I write, the infernal bucket of slime. So here it is—undoubtedly the longest comment this video will receive: Green is what I was thinking while you were still deciding on a letter of a color, funny enough. Somehow you read my mind long before I watched this. (Be careful reading my mind; it’s often a pretty inhospitable place with lots of hostile and angry old man vibes, even though I’m only about 7ish years older than you.) Girl, who the hell has been hating on you? That honestly pisses me off. You’re one of the gentlest, most amicable people I can think of. I don’t comment often, but I reckon you know my name (Ryan Crago) and my rambling style, even though you don’t see it often anymore. (Although I do occasionally say something on Patreon.) I used to interact with you/yell at disrespectful clowns on your Twitter now and again. (My Twitter handle is/was @SPINARAK64.) You don’t see me around there anymore because I left that poisonous wasteland in July of 2020, having finally had more than my fill of people’s idiocy, drama, obsession with drama, whining and crying, virtue signaling, smug know-it-all attitudes, political correctness, idealism, cancel culture, rudeness, and all other forms of bullshit that have helped to bring about those grumpy old man vibes I mentioned. I’ve beyond had it with people’s crap. Anyway, this comment isn’t meant to be about me; I was just explaining why you don’t see me on Twitter anymore, and—being Rambling Ryan—I must always turn three words into 300. But seriously, I had no idea you were getting such backlash. I’m not only agitated, but dumbfounded—what do you even *do* that people suddenly take issue with? I don’t get it. You’re not exactly new (hell, I think I’ve been following you for at least three years—not sure exactly), nor do you have a particularly huge following where we might expect some haters to lurk in the shadows cast by large crowds. This type of crap is quite literally one of those reasons I ditched Twitter: I got too fed up with seeing haters and—more specifically—hate campaigns trying to bring down various people I either like in general or value more personally. (You’re somewhere in between those two categories, Lauren; you’re someone I’ve long thought might be worth connecting with and befriending, but with whom I’ve never really spoken enough to do so.) People suck, and I’m really sorry you’ve been dealing with that crap. While I’m not a creator myself, I am close with several different types of content creators across multiple different platforms, and have been invested in some of them for years (including one woman I am romantically invested in and have every intention of dating when she’s ready)—so while no, technically only someone who creates stuff for public consumption truly gets how things impact you, I do at least mostly understand what you’re dealing with. I’ve seen a lot. Plus, while I tend to carry myself as a callous and abrasive asshole around a lot of people at this point in my life, I do still have a latent empathetic nature beneath the sharp spines and searing lava, and I can still pick up on things if I sense legitimate distress. (It’s the people who *choose* to be victims of whatever is trendy to cry about that get the asshole side.) It’s good of you to speak up about this. You have a right to do so—which is an ironic statement from someone who’s thoroughly sick of people’s complaining; again, though, I have a keen sense of who’s sincere and who’s just having a hissy fit, and it rarely fails. Anyway, it’s typically much better to vent than to bottle things up, so please don’t be afraid to say what you want. It’s your life, your channel, your business, etc. Everything you’re working with is yours except the platforms themselves, and no snotty commenter owns those any more than you do. No one can tell you what to do or not do. Live your life and conduct your business as you see fit. And now I shall finally bring this ridiculously long-winded ramble to a close. Take care, girl.
Ryan Crago
2021-12-07 01:51:47 +0000 UTCGold. I love you. You are amazing. Your videos are the very best of ASMR. Thank you so very much for all you do. It's such an honor and a privilege to know you though this medium.
Shane Vannest
2021-12-05 06:11:23 +0000 UTC
