Rambling about my experience as a content creator
Added 2025-02-04 21:29:53 +0000 UTCIm getting a haircut tomorrow as well LOL
Comments
Cap: I don't go to movies with subscribers or anything like that Me: guess I won't need these Moana 2 tickets then 😭😭😭🤣
Amanda Jones
2025-02-21 19:00:47 +0000 UTCCap, first, I want to say thank you so much for sharing this with us. You're so talented and intelligent. When I'm watching your videos, I often think you could be a movie producer, set / costume designer, TV series writer. Not to mention of course acting or modeling, of course you must know how beautiful you are, inside and out. You have a broad life experience. You're so personable-- you could start a conversation with anyone. You're so kind and thoughtful and polite, but funny and honest. Of course economics is something everyone has to consider, but at the same time, what brought you here was your passion, energy, and trying new things. You're so creative. I've never seen any asmr creators build an entire world, story, characters (for you and for the audience), and then carry us through it. You know all the work you've done, even when it didn't get views, the detailed, bespoke sets, costumes, lighting, these videos stands as a part of your portfolio. Whether you take a break or change vibes/ styles to go in a new direction. There's also a lot of grants and scholarships. I'm 100% sure you could get a full ride scholarship in an arts program or get extra funds applying for grants and stipends to help fund your work. You could reach out to celebs as well or maybe do some collaborations with other popular artists because if you can find those who love your work who have that kind of money to donate to see your vision realized, that might put you in the place where you can follow your heart and do the videos you want. Of course everyone gets in a funk now and then. Ultimately, we all care about you, as a person. We want you to be happy. We want to see your guns, knives, and bullets too 😉 and the combat top, ok maybe that's just me lol. Honestly, I was just thinking today, how to request a video with the sound of the bullets rolling around and the weapon being armed. Maybe you could do more crime/ security role plays. Maybe it could develop into a longer drama? One i was imagining was bodyguard and protectee escape to a safe room. The zombie apocalypse one was cool, maybe more adventures where we're escaping or stuck in the field and you're helping us as we get to safety. We all have ideas but you have a gift of shining intellect. Once you imagine a cool skit and have the ability to start planning it out, I feel like you're in that flow state, which can be satisfying. It sounds trite, and I need to do this myself, but follow your passion and excitement. We only live once, and 99% of people don't have even a glimmer of the gifts you have. Carpe diem sieze the day. Suck the marrow out of life and share your reverberations of joy with us that we may live vicariously through you. Be happy, have fun, make plans, make time for family, friends, health, etc. Stay real. Your Subscriber,
Starry Night
2025-02-15 11:25:27 +0000 UTCI’m so sorry you feel that way. Sending hugs, Cappy 🫂 Thanks for sharing that with us. I think it’s normal to experience such tough moments. Sometimes life just gets overwhelming. Hope you’ll feel better soon! Breaks and time to recharge are much needed. Even this week off might be crucial for ya right now. I think most of your subscribers will understand (we here for sure ❤️). Hope YT too, after all. You’re the one who showed me what ASMR actually is ❤️ I was so lucky to discovered at the very beggining channel of the best ASMRtist. You just know what you do and prove that in every single video. Love combination of those amazing whispers and other triggers. Thanks for your unique content. Variety of videos. These delicious tingles. Awesome role-plays. Every needed word or phrase you said. For making me feel better, relaxed, and letting me fall asleep with ya 🤭 World’s a better place ‘cause you in it, my friend ❤️ Love you!
Angelika
2025-02-06 22:29:16 +0000 UTCMuch love and respect, Bailey. I probably can't say much more without repeating something that's been already said, but still we all go through these moments. Take time to heal yourself and you'll be back on your feet in no time. Thank you for being you and really truly appreciate you providing us with these relaxing and entertaining and heart-felt videos. You got this. Much love and good vibes. ❤️
Animalovre90
2025-02-05 22:14:36 +0000 UTCMuch love and respect Bailey. You'll get there. Don't worry. We all go through these moments. It'll be just fine.
Mareena
2025-02-05 12:56:26 +0000 UTC🤎chocolate😉
bad Andy
2025-02-05 12:45:06 +0000 UTCI appreciate the solutions you present. I'm also into healing with humor. In addition to muffins virtual hugs and virtual chocolate are good 🧸🍫
CandyGurl🌴
2025-02-05 07:48:41 +0000 UTCI really like the solutions you present, ie, light therapy, painting, drawing, and building. I'm a believer in healing with humor. F**k the problem -- kick it in the @$$ with solutions and when all else fails -- chocolate helps🍫
CandyGurl🌴
2025-02-05 07:42:27 +0000 UTCThank you for being so open & just being your authentic self. It’s for sure a weird time rn but it’s only a temporary season. If you’re tired, that’s okay. Embrace the present & all the feelings that come with it. I have no doubt you’ll find your spark again. I genuinely appreciate everything you do including giving me that sense of pure joy. Even the small things like staying up late to watch you play CS2- those moments mean the most. Keep doing you. I’m proud. Much love & peace, dear friend♥️
emilygrace
2025-02-05 06:42:35 +0000 UTCBang on 💯 💚
Daniel Hurley
2025-02-05 04:49:51 +0000 UTCI am so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way; sending lots of hugs and good vibes your way!🫂✨️ I hope you know that you have done so much for us and have a created one of the best online communities I've been apart of. I think it's perfectly normal to be feeling this way especially during this time of year. I know I tend to be more "depressed or sad" during this time of year. It's especially been hard for me lately the past few weeks because my liver and kidneys aren't too happy right now😕 Anyways, I am so glad that I discovered your YouTube channel and discord almost two years ago. I have met some of the most wonderful, amazing, and supportive people here.
Temple_0f_Time
2025-02-05 04:17:16 +0000 UTC"I think my soul is just tired." That hit hard and o completly feel that. I'm sorry you're feeling this way. There's not much I can say that others haven't already said. Thank you for sharing your feelings and thoughts. Sometimes getting them out can even help a little bit. Theres a short you did and what you said it has always stuck with me. "In times of dire need ask yourself is anything on fire? Usually the answers no..." That whole clip has been a big help to me, among the other things you've done to help myself and others. You will weather this mental storm and make it out to see the sun. It may not be soon, but you will. I remember around this time last year you were excited for bow hunting and even started the channel for it. Maybe get out and do some of that? Even if the seasons over maybe still place a cam or two to watch things, maybe figure out stuff for next hunting season? Film some asmr in the woods? Take care and remember you have a lot of support here from everyone. I just baked banana muffins, so I'm sending along a virtual muffin to enjoy lol
Megs St. John
2025-02-05 03:49:27 +0000 UTCHey Bailey, I’m very sorry you are feeling like this right now, sending lots of good vibes your way. I appreciate your vulnerability in sharing your real life headspace on here, that is a very admirable attribute of yours. I’ve told you this before, it’s not often that you come across bloody good humans, good eggs, and you are one of them. That’s exactly why I signed up to your Patreon, aside from your content, you just seemed like a bloody good egg and I was like yeah - very happy to help contribute to this blokes big life goals. Honestly I don’t care how much content you put out, I feel like it’s just back paying you for all the awesome stuff you have done over the years that I’m still catching up on!! I agree with the comments about looking after your head and heart, feeling and riding through those emotions, reflecting on what you want to do going forward - that’s all really gritty and sometimes confronting personal development work. You are so creatively gifted though, I feel like you have a big future still ahead of you either in front of or behind the camera! Your rambles are the favourite part of my week tbh - you talking about random relatable shit making us laugh, absolute gold 😂 Rest, reset, prioritise yourself, go well you legend ⭐️🙌🏽👏🏽
Nikki OG
2025-02-05 03:39:21 +0000 UTCAs shitty as that must be to feel bro it’s all perfectly natural. It’s beyond me to imagine how much it must be to keep up with, especially for you and how much you expect of yourself. Sometimes though the only person you gotta show up for is yourself you know what I mean. Take the sense of seriousness out of it a little if you can. All creative people run low on the flow sometimes, like writers with writers block. I feel like you’ve been a bit enclosed in your apartment the last few months due to the winter, but that happens to be both your home and the place you work from. Not really any wonder that spark ain’t there at the minute. Spring won’t be long coming and then maybe you can take up your outdoor hobbies again, and go to the woods… even if not to hunt there ain’t much better than just being in Nature to give you a good mental boost and mood reset… all good food for creativity. And it gives you something to bounce off of. All things are cyclical bro, the ups and the downs… just ride it out for now my man it will pass. It’s the Human Experience. It goes without saying how much you have helped people from your ASMR. But even just on here on a ramble video your raw humanness and honesty is beautiful to see and to know that such integrity actually exists in someone is very refreshing. You are a source of actual healing and a very powerful inspiration to people all over the world bro. Thank you. We all have big Love for you. 💚
Daniel Hurley
2025-02-05 03:36:37 +0000 UTCI can't really say anything that hasn't been said by the others here but let me quote my all time favorite video of yours: "Everything is temporary. Peaks and valleys. This whole thing is a roller coaster. Don't get too down on yourself. What goes up must go down and what goes down will come up again. The Yin and the Yang of life." That video has helped me A LOT when I was at my lowest low ever. Do what you feel is right for you. I'll support you no matter what. PS: And also, let me quote one of your tattoos: "גם זה יעבור" - "This too shall pass".
VerafiedTrashPanda
2025-02-05 02:53:29 +0000 UTCOoh Cap, I’m sorry you are having a hard time right now. This time of year is really hard and I could understand it feels quite isolating, but you are not alone. I know you WILL get threw this. I am so grateful that I came across your channel when I did. Which has now been a year ago. I send you good and warm vibes. Hang in there Bailey! Thank you for all that you do. 💕
Maya
2025-02-05 02:51:40 +0000 UTCI'm really sorry you are going threw a tough time right now. This time of year is really hard and I 'm sure it feels quite isolating, but you are not alone. I know you WILL get threw this. I appreciate you so much. I can't express how much I am grateful that came across your channel when I did. Which has now been a year ago. I send all the hugs and positive vibes. Hang in there Bailey. Thank you for all that you do <3
Maya
2025-02-05 02:35:50 +0000 UTCI feel for ya Bailey🥺. As a creative worker myself, I go through the same kind of seasonal melancholy and mental self-abuse. For me, It becomes a slog through a meaningless molasses of why am I doing this? Isn’t there something else? What’s the point? Finding another creative outlet other than ASMR may help. I really liked your old video work you posted on Instagram. Maybe a choice new money generating project would help satisfy your creative sweet tooth. You’re a young guy with lots of cool stuff ahead. I’d love to make a movie someday. Self-publish on Amazon Prime (just like you can do with a book) you would be a supreme talent to work with on a project like that. Bigelow Aerospace? Duuuude. You had me at skin-walker. 😃 You can shake this funk. Try light therapy. Paint. Draw. Build. Design the new house you want to build. And oh f-ya!!! thank you Cap Bailey— you do and did help me A LOT and are very much appreciated. I was at a super low spot when the right Cap Bailey video hit me at the right time. I just thought you were kind of weird until I watched a heartfelt video of yours about feeling down and snapping the f out of it. It was almost a year ago. I owe you a great deal for that. Please know that you are a bright light for a lot of people who appreciate and really do care about how you’re doing. 🫵✊🫶
bad Andy
2025-02-05 02:01:42 +0000 UTCI only found your YT channel within the last couple of months, and just joined your Patreon channel recently, but I have really enjoyed your content, and you have a great whisper voice – very soothing! While this weather can definitely make people feel blue (I’m from the NE. so it’s even worse up here), it’s important in anything you do to have a good work life balance and get out of your home/work studio. Maybe some time away in a warmer area once a year will help? Or what about filming content outside your apartment – in the woods, etc. I know this would make you more susceptible to extraneous variables (people walking by, etc), but I’m sure you could edit some of that out as well. Also, are you engaging with your YT followers on other social media platforms – like X, Instagram, Snapchat, etc?? It’s hard when you are a creative sometimes to focus on the “business” aspect of your business, but there are a ton of other ways to grow your channel by bringing in new users – just posting a couple memes, pics, quotes, etc. per day (and using strategic hashtags) on these other platforms could bring new followers to your YT channel. Frankly, if you haven’t been using these other platforms, it’s pretty amazing that you have grown the following that you have without it. I guess that speaks to how talented you are! I hope you decide to continue doing ASMR, but I’m selfish like that. LOL. Seriously though, you have to do what makes you happy in life, because you only get one shot at it. - N
Niela
2025-02-05 00:21:18 +0000 UTCUsually it’s ourselves who are the hardest on us, especially when you expect and continuously hold yourself to high standards in life and work. But it’s important to have grace for your self and remember that you’re a human being - not a machine. As you stated, it’s necessary to give yourself the space necessary to feel whatever is you feel. Ground yourself in the moment and let your soul do its thing. I’m sorry that you’re carrying this extra weight right now. But it will only make you that much stronger on the other side. The only way out is through. I echo Emma, the support and love here is real and true. Thanks for the vulnerability. Thanks for the authentic you. Still have any interest acting? I see you absolutely thriving in that space 🎭
Haley Marie
2025-02-04 23:41:57 +0000 UTCI’ve always loved your transparency with us, whether it be about more personal things or work related things like this. I know it’s probably a lot easier to do on this platform but I feel like a lot of creators don’t bring or lose that touch of humanity. Especially when they’ve been doing it as long or longer than you have. I think between everything going on in the world these past few years, and just this time of year alone. It’s hard for a lot of people. I feel like I’ve also just been skating by for the most part, and especially last year for me was worse. But I happened to stumble upon this lovely creator named Cap Bailey during that time :). You’ve definitely helped me in more ways than I’ll probably ever admit haha, and by creating all these amazing videos you’ve subsequently created a very amazing community that I’m very grateful to be a part of. If we never had bad days we’d never be able to have or appreciate the good days. Unfortunately YouTube continues to show why they lost roleplay privileges in the first place lol. But like anything this will pass, or you’ll find another creative way to combat it. Sending you a lot of love and good vibes, Bailey. You’ve helped a lot more people than I think you’ll ever be able to realize, I’m very grateful to be here at the same time as you ❤️
Tyler
2025-02-04 23:38:44 +0000 UTC💕i live in the so west desert and it's been and is going to be extremely cold and gloomy but the Native Americans practice a prayer: 'I give thanks for unseen blessings already on their way to me.' We will eventually go from winter straight to summer (with a couple days of spring😂) and then my SAD will lessen.💕
CandyGurl🌴
2025-02-04 23:31:28 +0000 UTCSorry you're having a tough time of it lately Bailey, January tends to do that to people. Even jobs you love become just a job and boring sometimes after a while. I think you need to find a balance between Internet and real life. You've mentioned about acting before, can you take some classes, get you out meeting new people in your area? Or if you still enjoy videography can you do a bit more of that? Or I think you actually need a holiday, like get away from your flat, go somewhere completely different, experience new things, come back rejuvenated. Just maybe not go on a plane at the moment 😬.
LincolnshireLass
2025-02-04 22:57:43 +0000 UTCMaybe attempt to do an outdoor series when it warms up? Change of scenery. The apartment studio seems to be the proverbial "box" you feel uninspired or stuck in. I remember you saying a while back, during a time when you were coming out of these seasonal blues, that routine and structure helped you. Maybe add new things, little things, to add variety to your weeks. You're an inspiration to others. Thank you for being unabashedly honest. You will get back that creative passion. Like you said, sometimes we just need to sit in these feelings. Makes us appreciate the journey, as it's never a straight line and that's a good thing. I appreciate you. 🤍 You're a real one.
Andrea Rose
2025-02-04 22:36:51 +0000 UTCHey there, first and foremost, I wanted to express my sincere appreciation for your content. Throughout the years, your videos have been a constant source of comfort and inspiration for me. They’ve been there for me during both my highest and lowest moments, and I’ve found immense relaxation, peace, happiness, and calmness in your creations. Your entire channel is a testament to your creativity and passion. As we’ve gotten to know you better, I’ve realized that your entire being is beautiful, and you deserve love, peace, happiness, and success. I hope you know how much we appreciate you! I’m truly sorry to hear that you’ve been feeling stuck and uncertain about your path. I understand how challenging it can be to find that spark that keeps you going and inspires you. You’ve never let us down, and we will always be here for you because we believe in your abilities. And I would like to have that metal donut 😂🍩
Eduardo Saldivar
2025-02-04 22:29:08 +0000 UTCI'm sorry your feelings that was brother, I will pray for you,I will love the alien exam,if you feel burned out brother don't take it hard,we are with you,yes I'm one of the people you help I've been dealing with depression and anxiety you help me a lot,I look up to you bro,keep going strong 💪,I also think ⛳ is entertaining (love you brother)🙂
Jimmy
2025-02-04 22:24:16 +0000 UTCManifesting good things on the horizon for you man! Sometimes a lil break does wonders, always good to recharge the batteries. I can imagine after doing something for so long it can be hard to maintain the motivation, especially as you say the more creative ideas don't get the recognition they should. But as you mentioned your videos help a lot of people so hold onto that! Big love 👊🏻❤
Liam Heneghan
2025-02-04 22:21:00 +0000 UTCFirstly, massive hug for you Bailey. You can ramble your worries to us anytime ... we may be online, but our support is real, and you being so open is valued. Reality is people often make a tough compromise between doing what they love, and earning sufficient money to live a decent life ... it sucks, but know you are definitely not alone. I've been there, it's frustrating as hell and demoralising at the time. I think feeling the feels is the right thing to do, but always stay hopeful. It will get better... you are a brilliant creative talent, whatever avenue that takes you down, and that cannot be suppressed. You got this 😊
Emma K
2025-02-04 22:20:25 +0000 UTCI'm so sorry you're feeling in a funk right now. I've been feeling exactly the same way the last few days and I do think it's seasonal. I feel like this every year at this time. I can't wait for the warmer weather. I really appreciate your content since I discovered your channel last year. Your videos really helped my insomnia and anxiety when my grandad passed away. I was really struggling and I can't thank you enough. I love your creative mind and I think the alien video will be brilliant. Sending you lots of hugs 🫂
Louise Dawson
2025-02-04 22:14:19 +0000 UTCAwww Bailey mate I'm sending you a huge hug ,you do so much for all of us in here and the tube ,last thurs on the hangout was just the funniest with ya ,hope you know how much we all appreciate you 🥰 I think everyone is feeling meh right now ,me thinks it's universal. Ure asmr awakening was roughly the same as mine my sis told me about it as I was suffering huge anxiety with my Dad who sadly passed not long after , Greatly looking forward to the alien 👽 upload ,,scratching the files area 51 itch those scourers sound amazing as well ,, Again sending ya massive luv and thank you again for everything you do for us ❤️
Dawn Macdonald
2025-02-04 22:04:16 +0000 UTC
