themishkabear

Where bad noodles go...

My real name is Amber, hahaha. And yes that is my face on a rat eating a pizza.

First ever POV ever!!! You get to see first <3

I wanted to make something that made you feel like you are in the video as well. This is a POV of you hanging out with your bestfriend, but you tell her you're having a bad week. 

Do you like it? What other POVs would you like? 

Unedited 8/4 Photos

Today I went to my favorite shopping center to film a reel. I also got to take these photos, I love the green top so much! Which one is your favorite?

Do you want me to post the reel on here today? I don't wanna spam your inbox hehe

Early Access to 8/5 Reel: No edits

You look amazing and i really just had to tell you this early <3

I love you so much!! 

Buffer ❤️ photos I’ve taken

I am feeling a lot better after the hospital trip. Thank you all for your love and support and patience!! After I eat and rest I will get to work on patreon things, YAY!! So if I haven’t reached out to anything as of yet that is why. Be there soon okay? Love you so much. You make my dreams com...

No Exits

I used to be a professional photographer. I did this series called “No exits”. It was a feeling I felt about how there were opportunities near me but I can’t grasp them.

Thank you for being here

Throwback photos: Tomorrow is game day for us! I’ll be starting on all my tasks, and getting back to you and other things ❤️ I barely slept at all last night, so I think I will turn in early today to wake up bright and early. Thank you for understand and supporting me. Tomorrow I will also ...

Mini Vlog: Setting up Camera and Dragon Flies

When I filmed this there were a lot of beautiful blue and black dragonflies watching me. One landed on my hand. 

Photo of crepe that didn’t load before

Had some yummy crepe cake!!!!

I found this Japanese desert shop. It was very good. Love you!

good night you beautiful human being.

Hi you, I just want to thank you for being patient with me this month as I’m learning everything. This has been on of the most fun things I’ve ever done, and I love connecting with you guys. Next month should be even more efficient and full of Amber.

I have some videos to finishing fil...

Which one?

Instagram Subs have their own direct story channel on Instagram. This has got me thinking of ways to improve our platforms.

Option 1: Remove the Close Friend Stories on Instagram benefit here to replace that benefit with more content just for Patreon. I want Patreon to be a...

Samus Mini Vlog

I just put my laptop down for the night after editing a reel... and i went "WAIT I HAVE VIDEOS FOR PATREON WOOHOOOO" and immediately picked up my laptop and now I'm here. When I was finding videos for the Bloopers Reel yesterday, I stumbled across a few mini vlogs I had forgotten about. Here is o...

Your cat girl!

Unedited straight from my camera. I loved this set SO MUCH! It was so comfy, I will definitely buy more from this brand. Which one is your favorite?

How do you feel about cussing?

A lot of my bloopers contain me cussing… would you want to see them? 🤣 I know it doesn’t fit into the “wholesome innocent” vibe, but hey I’m a real person hahaha. I can be both wholesome and.. spicy

What do you want tomorrow’s reel to be about?

I want it to be something that can make people smile. Leave me all your ideas below! ❤️

Busy week!!

Last week of July! It’s been so fun. Last call for phone calls, videos, and letter sending is July 29th ❤️ let me know if you have any questions 🥰

Relaxing in nature

Listen <3

Walking in water ASMR

This was so FUN. I want to go back so badly hehe

I hope you like these updates hehe

Hey my loves!!! I had a packed day today.. but instead of work I was outside!

My day: I went out to a trail far from where I live to film and walk around. Unfortunately it was 100°F, but I managed to get a few reels in and a nice AMSR quiet video for you.

Then I went grocery shoppi...

Two sides of Mishka

One is cute, the other is “saucey” (aka I have pizza sauce on my face in the second photo). I hope you’re having a beautiful day!

happy summer 🌸

took some photos outside just now! Which one is your fav? I’ll be posting this on IG later this week :) y’all get it first

Fairytale photos for you

these were SO fun to edit and take. I hope you enjoy <3 I will also post the unedited version as well, coming soon!

Update! 7/21 (TW: doctors)

I went to the doctor’s today to get blood work done.

Background: I’ve been extremely fatigued for 2-3 months now. Never waking up rested, needing 10+ hours of sleep a night plus naps. It was so hard for me to keep up with work and people, I couldn’t focus for long and got many headac...

goodnight appreciation

every night I smile knowing how much you have changed my life for the better. i love you so much, and thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything. always remember you are so incredibly cared for, especially by me. we got this!!!!! sweet dreams, talk soon ❤️💤💫

Photos coming soon <3

I have over 60 photos, these are my FAVORITE so far. I love yall so much and I hope you have had a fantastic day. Today has been a busy one, and tomorrow I will be filming a vlog for the whole day about my self-care for you!!! 

Update: I forgot I have two appointments tomorrow… and t...

Old photos + plans

I had such a refreshing and eye opening weekend. I’m so excited to come back this week better than ever before. I have so much in store! Thank you so much for being here with me ❤️ I know I’ve been a bit MIA this weekend due to me resting, so get ready for MORE MISHKA FOR NOW ON 😄🥰�...

Taking a lil break today ❤️

Hi you!!! If I’m a bit MIA it’s because I’m resting today. I hope you can too! Talk soon 😘

Update!

Hi there my loves <3 Busy month but I have gotten most letters out to yall! Thank you for all your support and patience. I love each message, call, and comment from you. Here are some options for you to choose from: What do you want first?

Also: I won't be on twitch as much anymore as I ...

A Secret

shhhhh <3