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TEWWBAD Chapter 58

CHAPTER 58 – Her Reflection

Rather than leave immediately – and having sat alone with herself for quite long enough – Saphienne went out to look for Laewyn and Iolas, searching through the labyrinth that was Celaena’s house until she eventually wandered into a gra...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 57

CHAPTER 57 – She Who Made the Desert Bloom

No deep conversation followed when the three apprentices arrived at Celaena’s house; they were all too tired and shaken by their lesson on Fascination. Saphienne imagined that the others felt much as she did, that they wanted...

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Teaser for New TEWWBAD Cover

Hello everyone,

If you check out the new banner for the Patreon, you'll get a glimpse – or a glance – of the art for the new, forthcoming cover for The Elf Who Would Become A Dragon.

Thanks for reading,

LJ

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TEWWBAD Chapter 56

CHAPTER 56 – Struck From History

The wizard led his apprentices out of his parlour and into the night, shutting and locking the door behind them with an arcane gesture. His fluorescent familiar fluttered by Saphienne and took to the treetops, there to scout around them ...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 55

CHAPTER 55 – What Elves Won’t Speak About

The next morning Saphienne was quieter than usual, and she could tell Celaena had assumed she was in another bad mood from the space that the older girl gave her. Yet as they walked through the village and passed by the storeh...

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Important Story Note for Readers

This is infuriating.

I am about ready to murder Microsoft Word's autocorrect. It silently corrected the name "Celaena" to "Cecilia" in Chapter 21 of The Elf Who Would Become A Dragon, and none of us – none of me and my test readers – noticed.

I've fixed it now, but as you...

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Free Members: Quick Question

Hello!

Thank you very much for reading The Elf Who Would Become A Dragon. This message isn't to guilt you into joining as a paid member — I don't know your situation, and speaking as someone who is quite broke, I know how awful it feels to want to suppor...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 54

CHAPTER 54 – The Substance of Change

After the apprentices had finished their lesson – ending by meditating on a pointedly realistic hallucination of a lavender shrub, Almon sitting with them to maintain it against their disbelief – they went back to Celaen...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 53

CHAPTER 53 – Illusory Progression

On the fifth morning of her introductory lessons, Saphienne was surprised to find her mother awake, bathed, and dressed when she descended the stairs. Pausing halfway down, hand on the railing, she eyed her mother with suspicion; the el...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 52

CHAPTER 52 – All Related in Time

“Choice,” Iolas said, quite timidly. “We haven’t really considered choice.”

Sat beside him in their classroom, Saphienne was given pause by the hesitation she read in Iolas, who seemed less unsure of his answer to their m...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 51

CHAPTER 51 – What Is and Isn’t

Rain was lightly falling when Saphienne emerged from her family home — and she nearly walked right into Iolas and Celaena, where they were huddled on the doorstep under his umbrella.

Before she could say anything, both of her fri...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 50

CHAPTER 50 – To Live in Denial

They wandered the shore of the lake for an hour, Iolas listening as Saphienne recounted – in exacting detail – almost everything she had done to prevent their master from learning the truth. She omitted her last conversation with Taere...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 49

CHAPTER 49 – Icons of Devotion

Sleep refreshed Saphienne, so much so that she woke up alert and angry. Quite why she was irate was a mystery to her as she lay comfortably in bed, last night’s dreams elusive, but when she stretched and faced the morning light she immed...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 48

CHAPTER 48 – Here Be Dragons

In contrast with her journey to the shrine, Saphienne thought about very little on her way back to the village. Her head ached and her limbs felt weighed down by gold, though her weariness didn’t impede her from enjoying the twilight hour,...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 47

CHAPTER 47 – To Take Arms

When Saphienne finally resurfaced, she felt warm and caring hands tracing gently across her brow. She lay wherever she was and let herself be soothed, aware that aches and pains awaited her once the moment was passed.

Eventually, curiosit...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 46

CHAPTER 46 – All Ecstasies

Whereas the priest and the spirit had wandered away from Saphienne amicably, with ease befitting a close friendship, when they concluded their conference a change came over their demeanour. Nelathiel moved with vigorous, hulking purpose, the h...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 45

CHAPTER 45 – The Bones of Her World

Within the grassy grounds of the shrine to Our Lord of the Endless Hunt, Saphienne sat before the sacred icon in sudden dread. She dared not show her concern to the priest, however, and slipped back into the same posture of deceit as ...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 44

CHAPTER 44 – Suspended in Prelude

Here, now, we climb toward the mysteries that have been conspicuous by their absence in this tale. You are not an elf, and so you have assumed much about the elves of the woodlands — as was intended by the one who penned this account....

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TEWWBAD Chapter 43

CHAPTER 43 – Managed Perceptions

Morning sunlight cheerfully shone down through the trees, its warmth incongruous with the sudden chill Saphienne felt as Taerelle stepped toward her.

The senior apprentice’s voice was crisp. “…Give me one good reason...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 42

CHAPTER 42 – Entwined by Blood

“…To the letter, Saphienne.” Almon tapped lightly on her head with his staff. “Not merely the letter: you must follow every instruction as you genuinely believe it is intended, as completely and utterly as you know how.”...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 41

CHAPTER 41 – Entwined by Choice

Whereas Hyacinth had previously infused Saphienne with false calm, now the possessing spirit imparted rising panic — the snow that glittered above her field growing thicker on the stirring breeze. “The wizard must not determi...

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Surprise! All paying patrons get 2 extra chapters.

Hello everyone,

By now you may have noticed that paying patrons all have three new chapters to read today, instead of only one. That's because I've listened to my readers' feedback, and increased the read ahead of all tiers by two chapters.

Same price, no extra charge. Hope y...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 40

CHAPTER 40 – Her Necessary Intervention

Saphienne had no doubt: she was in trouble.

She sat – now pretending to meditate – in the parlour with the two senior apprentices, thinking through the ramifications of what was unfolding. Almon had been instructed by th...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 39

CHAPTER 39 – Portents Unveiled in Black

For the second time in the same day, Saphienne was woken by her window rattling.

She yawned as she sat up, ears sweeping down and not quite rising to their usual height in her tiredness. Her eyes were slow to focus in the da...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 38

CHAPTER 38 – Darkling Rambling

Without the stability that Hyacinth had provided, Saphienne immediately felt the tumultuous emotions within herself growing in passion and volume — anger and fear and fathomless grief surging through her veins. She cried quiet tears, tho...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 37

CHAPTER 37 – A Field With the Sun in Her Eyes

At the boundary between Saphienne and the spirit, where Saphienne stood on the steps of her mind’s library and the spirit upon a field of flowers beneath flurrying snow, what had began as parlay became a confrontation.

...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 36

CHAPTER 36 – The First Brush of Spring

Despite the story of what had once been her favourite book, and despite the events that had soured her love for it, Saphienne had never actually seen the sea. When the spirit took her hand – grasping her fingers with cool petals – she lacked th...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 35

CHAPTER 35 – Those Whom the Gods …

Saphienne knew she was dying.

The branches that skewered her in place prevented her from falling down, and the terrible pain of their slow writhing kept her from passing out. She could feel them growing, new tendrils budding of...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 34

CHAPTER 34 – Where Spirits Fear to Tread

You see her more clearly, now.

Not all of her: much of Saphienne had not yet come to be as she stood by that window in Celaena’s sitting room, arguing with Iolas, and Faylar, and Laewyn. She had not yet learned to truly t...

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TEWWBAD Chapter 33

CHAPTER 33 – Sharp Recollections

The rain began again as they settled down to talk, drumming against the windows of Celaena’s sitting room in a cold, clear wash. Celaena mentioned she felt chilly — which prompted Laewyn to fuss over her, fetching a pair of thick sli...

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